hopefully around for something - anything! - to get him out of this, but saw none. He was dreading the inevitable words that came next.
Miss Aspinall, with a voice like bells and a body like a medicine ball, called, ‘Okay, everyone. Sit down.’
Nicholas and his classmates sat.
‘Shoes off.’
The light grunting and groaning of piglets as boys and girls reached at their feet.
The smell of chlorine bit and the chug of the filter was loud as he pulled off his left shoe, left sock, right shoe . . . he looked around, and slowly, carefully . . . right sock . . . and there it was.
A pale toe the size of his second smallest, only not aligned with the others, growing out the top of his foot and lying atop the other five like some showboat seal above a striated beach.
He’d become quite good at covering his foot with his bag as soon as the sock was off. He was good at hiding. Perhaps, if no one looked . . .
A silvery tinkle-trundle of a coin dropped and rolling.
‘Oh!’
The twenty-cent piece rolled past Eric Daniels, looped in a lazy, diminishing circle, and tingled to a stop right in front of Nicholas. He looked up just as Ursula Gazelle stooped over him to pick up her dropped money. He was frozen, horrified and powerless, as Ursula’s eyes slid from her coin to his shoes to his foot . . . to his showboat-seal freak sixth toe.
‘Oh,’ said the prettiest girl in class, eyes fixed on Nicholas’s foot. ‘Yuck.’
She scooped up her coin and hurried back in line.
And Nicholas started crying.
He remembered pulling out his hanky, telling Steven Chan nothing was wrong, telling Miss Aspinall nothing was wrong, trying to cover his foot with his bag, hearing people whispering, His toe. She saw his toe. What about his toe? His extra toe . . . Cried. Like a pooftah. Nicholas knew what pooftahs were: boys who sobbed like girls.
He’d cried then, and remembering the red-hot shame of it was making him cry like a pooftah again now. He sniffed back mucus as hot as the oven air around him.
And so it was through tears, alone in the thudding heat on a narrow gravel path beside Carmichael Road, that Nicholas saw the bird.
It could have been anything or nothing, a tiny thing at the edge of the path tucked mostly into the whispering grass. Black and white feathers. Was it a magpie? Nicholas leaned closer. No, it was smaller. A peewee.
He wiped his nose with the back of his hand, wondering what to do with it. Dead things, he knew, were dirty ( riddled with germs , his mother would say), and so he considered simply kicking it completely into the grass and walking on. But as he peered closer, he saw something that made him stop, shuck off his port and kneel.
The dead bird had no feet.
Its legs, no thicker than twigs, had been neatly snipped off below its backwards-facing knees, revealing sections of brown-black marrow ringed inside white bone as fine as porcelain, wrapped in grey, leathery skin.
Nicholas closed his mouth to avoid breathing in the poachy whiff of it. Who would cut off a bird’s feet? He scoured the dirt around the bird but couldn’t see the severed claws. He did find a short stick, chewed in the middle by someone’s dog. Delicately, aware only of the iron sun baking the back of his neck and the high electric singing of insects, he poked the stick under the dead bird and pulled the limp, swollen little body out from the grass. Then his stomach lurched.
Like its feet, the bird’s head had been removed. In its place, skewered to the body with a sharpened stick, was a spherical knot of woven twigs. The bird’s severed feet were stuck into the knot by the shins and protruded from it like tiny, knurled antlers.
Nicholas felt his fingers pulsing as his heartbeats thupped harder. Carefully, he turned the bird over. Something was painted in rust red on the false head: a vertical downstroke with an arrowhead like a ‘greater than’ symbol on its right-hand side:
Nicholas felt a swoop between his navel and his