itâs a rotten piece because it reminded me of the Germans smashing everything at war. So one day I snapped the record and threw it out.â
She put sausages and tomatoes on his plate: âA pity theyâre only the sawdust type, but thatâs the worst of working in these outback villages.â
âI donât think I know anyone,â he remarked, âwho likes the work they do. Thereâs always something wrong with it.â He was a quick, orderly eater, as if the food on his plate were a fortified area to be reduced by knife, fork, and mopping-up bread. His manner of speaking annoyed her, of connecting her spoken thoughts too outlandishly to some hook in his own mind. He was a passer-by sheâd given shelter to, a footloose working-man from whom, at moments, she wanted the same tone of deference that sheâd grown to expect from the grateful Lincolnshire villagers roundabout. âPeople who work at jobs they donât like are too stupid, unintelligent, and cowardly to break the rut theyâre in and get work that they would like.â
âIf everybody changed the job they didnât like Iâd be at the pit face and youâd be roadsweeping.â Sheâd set the meal as if the idea of eating had no appeal for her, but now she ate as if hungry at the sight of someone else loading it back before her. âEveryone does the job theyâre fit for. The natural order of things works pretty well. Eat some bread and cheese.â
âThanks. Weâll talk about that when thereâs a natural order of things. Most of my mates wanted an easier job, less hours, more pay, naturally. But it wasnât really work they hated, donât think that. They didnât all want to be doctors or clerks, either. Maybe they just didnât like working in oil and noise, and then going home at night to a plate of sawdust sausages and cardboard beans, and two hours at the flickerbox with advertisements telling them that those sausages and beans burning their guts are the best food in the country. I donât suppose they knew what they wanted in most cases â except maybe not to be treated like cretins.â
She went out, returned with a pot of coffee and a jug of hot milk: âAnything but work, thatâs what you mean. Strike, go slow, or work to rule, seems the order of the day. Why is it, I wonder?â
He cut bread and cheese. âNow youâre being unjust. It was to vary the treadmill. But as well as that there was a collective wish to change the way things are run, so that theyâll have the power of running things. If that happened it wouldnât be a treadmill any more. They wouldnât strike. Theyâd be too busy. And too interested in running it.â
âThatâs being idealistic.â
âI know it is, but not too much.â
âI think youâre speaking for yourself,â she said. âYouâre more knowing and intelligent than the rest. Not only that, but you speak of it in the past tense, I noticed.â
âI havenât thought much about the factory since leaving it, thatâs true, because I suppose thereâs so much else to think about, soak in. But maybe what I soak in is still connected to the factory that I donât think about. It still separates me from the world in any case, the fact that Iâve been in one. Whether itâs on my mind or not. How many of the others have you met besides me, come to think of it?â
Her face relaxed, and she laughed.
âI thought so.â
âWhat would you say if I went on strike, a nurse?â
âIâd condemn you. Youâve no right to go on strike. You sell your knowledge and art, a workman sells his labour. Thatâs the big difference. Oh, donât think I havenât thought about it. If I had a vocation I wouldnât have the right to strike, either. But you must concede it to the others. I didnât know I was so