Landway pulled the door shut behind her with one hand while the other went over her eyes. âI donât know what to say.â
She looked as if she might cry, and Daniel was surprised at how deeply her regret touched him. It wasnât right how unfair this place could be to anyone trying to make a difference. Daniel remembered how the need to do somethingâanythingâfor these children had nearly drowned him in his first days at the orphanage. Heâd given a sweet to one of the girls when sheâd banged a finger and found himself amid a similar storm of âWhy canât I have one?â howls.
He searched for something soothing to say. âIt was a generous and kind impulse, Miss Landway.â
She slumped down on one of the dining chairs, distressed. âI had no idea it would cause such a ruckus. I just wanted to put a bit of cheery color...â
âI believe your heart was in the right place.â Daniel moved to the sideboard and poured two cups of coffee. âYou simply need to learn how to channel such impulses into things that benefit
all
the girls without singling out one.â He held up a cube of sugar in a silent inquiry, and she nodded, parking her chin on one hand. âItâs one of the most difficult things about working here, and one of the reasons I asked you to clear any ideas with me.â
âTheyâre
just socks
.â Her moan sounded as if it could have come from one of the girls.
Daniel set the cup and a small pitcher of cream down in front of the nurse. âNo, theyâre not. How can I get you to see that?â
Miss Landway dumped a generous portion of cream into her coffee. The woman did nothing by halves, he was beginning to see that. âSo I canât do anything for one of them, I have to only do things that can be done for all of them?â She made it sound dreadful.
âI think what just happened should make that obvious.â He collected his own coffee and sat opposite her.
âBut theyâre individuals. Each of them is unique. Their differences ought to be celebrated, not ignored by making sure everything they have is exactly the same.â
Daniel remembered that urge, and felt a tinge of regret that practicality had squelched it out of him so effectively. âIn a perfect world, Iâd agree, but...â
Her eyes sparked. âBut nothing. Donât you go telling me we donât live in a perfect world. Thatâs a poor excuse for not letting a baby girl wear pink booties.â
She was going to take some breaking in, this one. âIâm not saying Meredith cannot wear booties. But she cannot be the
only one
wearing pink booties.â He fished the pink things out of his pocket. âMake them all booties, or socks, or whateverâIâve no objections to gifts as long as
every
girl receives them.â
âItâll take me months.â He noticed her phrasing. She would do it. He could see it in her eyes.
He didnât know where sheâd find the timeâhe didnât know how sheâd managed to make the pair he now placed on the table between them. âWhen did you make these?â
She took a long sip of coffee, which gave him a hint of the answer. âI couldnât sleep last night. Once I got the idea, I couldnât sleep until they were done. This place is starving for color, Dr. Parker. Canât you see that? I just had to do something.â She reached out and fingered one of the small pink fluffs. âThey made Meredith so happy.â Miss Landway looked up at him. âAnd they made all the other girls so miserable.â
He couldnât help but offer her a smile. âIn your defense, it doesnât take much in this heat. The smallest thing can set them off. Even Mrs. Smiley can lose her delightful charm.â That last remark surprised himâDaniel hadnât joked about Mrs. Smileyâs dour personality in months.
âShe is
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