was a mistake,â said Josh, as he poked at his shepherdâs pie.
âYou think
thatâs
a mistake, you ought to taste this lasagne.â
âNo, I mean coming here. The police donât seem to know squat.â
âOh, come on, Josh. You have to give them time. It was a miracle they even found out who she was.â
âI guess youâre right. But where the hell has Julia
been
for the last ten months? Youâd have thought that sheâd have left some kind of forwarding address.â
âThink about it: if she told her employment agency that she was staying at the Paragon Hotel in the Earlâs Court district then she must at least have
known
it, even if she didnât actually check in there. So maybe we should look around Earlâs Court, and see if we can find anybody who remembers her.â
âYou donât think the police are going to do that?â
âIâm sure they will. But whereâs the harm in us doing it, too?â
Josh took a cautious mouthful of pie. âThis is weird,â hesaid, after a while. âI hate it, but I want some more.â He paused, and then he said, âWhat do you think a âjacketâ is?â
Nancy said, âWe could print up some enlargements of a picture of Julia, and stick them on lamp-posts and stuff. You know, âHave You Seen This Girl?ââ
Josh nodded. âThatâs a good idea.â He pushed aside his plate and opened up his newly bought A-Z Guide to London. âI guess weâre here, right? Earlâs Court is here, only three subway stops away. If we can find ourselves a hotel around there â¦â
They took the tube to Earlâs Court, where the sidewalk was crowded with young people waiting for nothing in particular and old people shuffling along with shopping baskets on wheels. There was a pungent smell of hamburgers-and-onions in the air.
They found the Paragon Hotel two streets down, in Barkston Gardens â a red-brick Edwardian building with battered cream paintwork and drooping net curtains as gray as cobwebs. Inside it was gloomy and overheated and the crimson patterned carpet was worn down to the string. Behind the reception desk sat an overweight woman with dyed-blonde hair and a black suit that was far too tight for her.
âIf youâre looking for a room, dear, sorry â weâre full to busting.â
âNo, no, we donât need a room. We were wondering if you might remember seeing this girl.â Josh handed over a picture of Julia standing outside a bookstore. âWeâre talking about a year ago, last spring sometime.â
The woman found a pair of thumbprinted reading glasses and peered at the photograph closely. âNo,â she said, after a while. âCanât say I do. But, you know, they come and they go, thousands of them, these young people, and they all look the same to me. All looking for something, or running away from something.â
âYouâre absolutely sure you donât remember her?â
âI honestly wish I did. But, no. Iâm sorry. Missing, is she?â
âYou could say that. Sheâs dead.â
âOh, Iâm really sorry. Sheâs not that girl the police were here asking about? The American one?â
âThatâs right, Julia Winward. Sheâs my sister. She
was
my sister.â
âItâs a bloody tragedy,â said the woman, shaking her head. âSo young, too. They come and they go, you know, thousands of them, and sometimes I feel like taking hold of them and shaking them and saying, âWhere are you going? What on earth do you think youâre going to find?â But still they come, year after year. So hopeful, you know. Backpacking round God knows where, looking for God knows what.â
âWeâre going to have some copies of this picture printed,â said Nancy. âIs it OK if we pin one up in here?â
âOh, of course
Letting Go 2: Stepping Stones