eyes at me. âAnd how would you define what is necessary and to what extent?â
My heart was hammering all the way up to my throat. I had to swallow several times, words spinning in my head, the hum of ideas from Tom in my head, everything Iâd read in my mumâs books on faerie in my head. After I swallowed enough spit so I wouldnât choke, I put the words together to make a question. âHow would you define what youâre asking m-me to command him to do t-to protect the Seelie stronghold?â
Lord Cadmus and Lady Fana looked at each other, then at me. Lady Fana said, âTo the extent of being our sworn ally, should our stronghold come under attack from one who would seek to harm all of us, human and faerie.â
âAnd what does that mean?â I was quite proud of myself for not rolling my eyes at the utter lack of definition that was going on.
âIt means you would vow allegiance on behalf of your family to aid us if we go into battle, and in return, we would share our resources to protect you from harm from this same enemy. Are you willing to do so?â
Um, I donât think so was my first thought, but I was already working to keep my thoughts hidden and avoiding eye contact with, well, any of the daoine sÃth. They could really mess with your headâway worse than Tom or Ehrwnmyr couldâif you looked them in the eye. I didnât know what else to say, though, and I felt likeâ¦pillows were in my brain, keeping me from thinking. Tomâs voice in my head âsoundedâ too far away to hear clearly anymore.
I glanced back at him, but only sensed him looking at me sidelong. Every muscle was tense, still, even in his tail, which bristled.
And I could feel how hard Lady Fana and Lord Cadmus were staring at me.
This was a very important answer for me to furnish, and it would have a whole lot of weight for both of us. I could feel that, too.
There was no way, no way at all, that I was ready to answer this kind of question.
I took a deep breath and did my best to buy time to talk to people more qualified to answer thisâmy parents. âLady Fana, Lord Cadmus.â I made a respectful inclination to each as I said their name. âIâm honored that youâd ask me to strengthen the ties between my family and the faerie, but while Iâve been chosen to be the liaison, Iâm stillâ¦underage by human standards. I need to consult with my parents on something this important for all of us. Would you permit me the time to do that?â
âWill Lord Calbraith await our answer any further?â asked a sour-voiced daoine sÃth, a male dressed in myrtle green and summer yellow. âOr will he simply act against us if we do not respond to his request for what he claims to be his entitled lands?â
Lord Cadmus sneered at him. âThat would be a poorly played move on his part, to take action out of turn like thatâ¦â As much as I wasnât fond of Lord Cadmus, I couldnât help but mentally cheer his burn of the other daoine sÃth, who, for his part, withered just a little. âIf he dares do so, we would be assured support from higher courts and,â he glanced at me, âlikely our neighbors. Calbraith is Unseelie, hot-headed, and yes, very dangerous, but he is not stupid.â
Soft murmurs broke out among the other fae in the clearing. Lord Cadmus and Lady Fana allowed them to continue for a few moments.
After a glance at his wife, who nodded, Lord Cadmus looked at me and continued, âGo to your parents, tell them everything youâve seen and heard here, and return to us with your familyâs response by tomorrow sundown. Tom can lead you back to us.â
Lady Fana scanned the circle of faerie around us. âWe will meet again tomorrow evening and make our decision. Until that time, go in peace to your respective clans, but be prepared if we must defend our lands.â
My heart was still
Desiree Holt, Allie Standifer