stunning emotion at seeing the edge of the MacKade farm from the road. Itâs wonderful seeing Regan again, being able to view firsthand her happiness, her family. I think it must be true that there is indeed the perfect mate for some people. Regan has certainly found hers in Rafe MacKade. Thereâs a sense of strength, of self, an arrogance, an underlying potential for physical action, in him thatâs oddly appealing, particularly, I would think, to a female. Offsetting it, perhaps enhancing it, is his obvious love and devotion to his wife and his children. Theyâve made a good life, and the inn they have created is successful due to their vision. Its location and history, of course, add to its success. Undoubtedly their choice of chatelaine was also inspired.
I found Cassie MacKade to be competent, organized, and anything but aloof. Thereâs aâ¦I want tosay innocence about her. Yet she is a grown woman with three children, a demanding job and, from what Regan has related to me, a miserable past. Perhaps sweetness is more accurate. In any case, I liked her immediately and felt very much at ease with her. This ease isnât something that I feel with a great many people.
Iâm looking forward to meeting Devin MacKade, her husband, who is also the sheriff of Antietam. It will be interesting to see how much he resembles his brothers, not only physically, but in that less tangible but equally strong aspect of personality.
Shane MacKade has a personality that is impossible to forget. That arrogance again, though he is perhaps a bit more good-natured than his older brother, Rafe. I would theorize that Shane is a man who has great success with women. Not only due to his unquestionably stunning looks, but thereâs also a high degree of charmâand a blatant sexuality. Is it an earthiness, I wonder? And if so, is it due to his choice of profession?
I found myself attracted in an immediate way Iâd not experienced before. All in all, it wasnât an unpleasant sensation, but one I believe it would be wise to keep to myself. I donât think a man like Shane needs any sort of encouragement.
Rebecca stopped, frowned, shook her head. Her notes, she thought with some amusement, were anything but scientific. Then again, she mused, this was more a personal journal of a personal odyssey.
In any case, I experienced nothing out of the ordinary during my tour of the MacKade Inn.Cassie and Regan showed me the bridal suite, which had once been Abigail Barlowâs room, a room where she had lived in virtual seclusion the last years of her life. A room where she had died, in Cassieâs opinion, by her own hand, out of despair. I walked through the masterâs room, Charles Barlowâs room, into the nursery that is now a charming bedroom and sitting area. I explored the library, where both Regan and Cassie claim to have had strong experiences of a paranormal nature. I donât doubt their word, I merely envy their openness to such things.
It seems that despite my efforts to the contrary, I remain too rooted in the rational. Here, in woods that have been haunted for more than a century, I feel only the cool shade, see only the trees and rocks. Perhaps technology will help me. Iâll see when my equipment arrives. In the meantime, I have an urge to see the MacKade farm. Iâm not sure of my welcome. My impression was that Shane is as closed-minded about the paranormal as I am determined to experience it. But welcome or not, Iâll cut through the woods as Cassie instructed me. If nothing else, it will be interesting to see the ins and outs of a working farm firsthand.
And, on a personal note, it wonât be a hardship to get another close-up look at the farmer. He is quite beautiful.
Smiling to herself, Rebecca folded her notebook, slipped it back in her shoulder bag. She thought Shane would probably enjoy being called beautiful. She imagined he was used to it.
Her first glimpse