afraid that my tone as I asked her what she wanted was mildly hostile.
âI thought you ought to know,â she said. âThose people in the village. They really meant it.â
âWhat do you mean?â I asked.
âTheyâre honest people. They arenât hostile. They put on a showâbut it wasnât really false.â
I hadnât got up from the bunk. I let my head rest on the pillow while I stared at her for a few moments.
âYou mean that you can tell when people are lying?â I said finally.
âUsually,â she replied.
âAnd they werenât. They really were pleased to see us. They really think that everything here is going well. Unlike the people in Kilnerâs colonies.â
âThatâs right.â
âWhy tell me? Iâm just the rat-catcher. Nathanâs the contact man.â
âYou seemed worried...as if you werenât sure of them.
âAnd you thought youâd take the weight off my mind?â
âYes.â I could see that the bluntness of my comments was wounding her. She was holding the door ajar, and her fingers were moving slightly as she gripped it. I felt contrite, but I couldnât disguise the uneasiness which was constricting my voice. I hadnât known that her talent extended to being a lie detector. I didnât really know how far her talent extended at all, or what it consisted of. The vague notion that she might, to some extent, be able to read the thoughts behind my words was disturbing.
âIâm sorry,â I said, a little more kindly. âThanks for telling me.â
âDo you know why theyâre so big?â she asked hesitantly.
âNo,â I replied, wondering whether she was asking because she didnât know or because she did.
âNeither do they,â she told me. âThey didnât realize...itâs normal with them...they didnât know that they were different from the original colonists...â She searched for more words, but failed to find them. She had the gift of tongues...but it was the gift of understanding, not of speaking.
âDidnât they, now?â I said, sitting up, and feeling my mind get back into gear. I looked at her carefully. She had nothing more to say of her own accord, and was waiting rather anxiously for questions. She pulled the door open a little further, ready to go.
âHow can you tell when people are lying?â I asked gently.
She shrugged slightly. âReflexes,â she said. âMost people canât control the little physical signs which go with their thoughts. Your pupils dilate when you look at people you like, the muscles in your face change when you react inside your head to things which happen. I...just decode the signals. I donât know how...itâs not really conscious. But Iâve been tested. Thatâs how I do it. I have to see people, close to...I canât read minds.â
I wondered what she could read from my face. I knew she knew I was wondering. Even if she couldnât get inside my head, there was still cause for uneasiness. Who can tell when his pupils are dilating?
âIf they donât realize itâs happened,â I reasoned, aloud, âthen it must have happened over several generations, and uniformly throughout the population.â I looked at her for confirmation. She said nothing, and if there were signs in her face, I couldnât read them. But then logic wasnât her department. What she wanted was some acknowledgment of the fact that sheâd been right to tell meâand some apology for the fact that I hadnât been ready to listen.
âYouâre right,â I said. âIt is important. Next time, Iâll...well, I just didnât realize. Thanks.â
Without so much as a smile, she disappeared. I looked back at the words, and tried to sort out what thoughts had mingled with them as Iâd spoken. I knew what Iâd