stopped yourself.â
He smiled at her. âI reckon youâd bite off my hand if I laid a finger on you.â
She did not smile. She was waiting.
âLisbeth, Iâm your boss, and even if I were attracted to you, Iâd never act on it.â
She was still waiting.
âBetween usâyes, there have been times when I have felt attracted to you. I canât explain it, but thatâs the way it is. For some reason I donât really understand, I like you a lot. But itâs not a physical thing.â
âThatâs good. Because itâll never happen.â
Armansky laughed. The first time she had said something personal and it was the most disheartening news a man could imagine receiving. He struggled to find the right words.
âLisbeth, I understand that youâre not interested in an old man of fifty plus.â
âIâm not interested in an old man of fifty plus
whoâs my boss.
â She held up a hand. âWait, let me speak. Youâre sometimes stupid and maddeningly bureaucratic, but youâre actually an attractive man, and â¦Â I can also feel â¦Â But youâre my boss and Iâve met your wife and I want to keep my job with you, and the most idiotic thing I could do is get involved with you.â
Armansky said nothing, hardly daring to breathe.
âIâm aware of what youâve done for me, and Iâm not ungrateful. I appreciate that you actually showed yourself to be greater than your prejudices and have given me a chance here. But I donât want you for my lover, and youâre not my father.â
After a while Armansky sighed helplessly. âWhat exactly do you want from me?â
âI want to continue working for you. If thatâs OK with you.â
He nodded and then answered her as honestly as he could. âI really do want you to work for me. But I also want you to feel some sort of friendship and trust in me.â
She nodded.
âYouâre not a person who encourages friendship,â he said. She seemed to withdraw, but he went on. âI understand that you donât want anyone interfering in your life, and Iâll try not to do that. But is it all right if I continue to like you?â
Salander thought about it for a long time. Then she replied by getting up, walking around the desk, and giving him a hug. He was totally shocked. Only when she released him did he take her hand.
âWe can be friends?â
She nodded once.
That was the only time she ever showed him any tenderness, and the only time she ever touched him. It was a moment that Armansky fondly remembered.
After four years she had still vouchsafed hardly a detail about her private life or her background to Armansky. Once he applied his own knowledge of the
pinder
âs art on her. He also had a long talk with Holger Palmgrenâwho did not seem surprised to see himâand what he finally found out did not increase his trust in her. He never mentioned a word about this to her or let her know that he had been snooping into her life. Instead he hid his uneasiness and increased his watchfulness.
        Â
Before that strange evening was over, Armansky and Salander had come to an agreement. In future she would do research projects for him on a freelance basis. She would receive a small monthly income whether she did any assignments or not. The real money would be made when she was paid per assignment. She could work the way she wanted to; in return she pledged never to do anything that might embarrass him or risk subjecting Milton Security to scandal.
For Armansky this was a solution that was advantageous to him, the company, and Salander herself. He cut the troublesome PI department down to a single full-time employee, an older colleague who handled routine jobs perfectly well and ran credit checks. All complicated or tricky assignments he turned over to Salander and a few other