all right.â She stepped gingerly around him, but stopped when she reached the door and cast a look back over her shoulder. âI will send Lady Eleanora to your study if you still wish to see her this morning.â
He couldnât help his disappointment that this was why sheâd stopped. âOf course, thank you.â
She screwed up her lips as though to say something else, but shook her head instead. Then she was gone.
Chapter Four
Mary sat with her head against the tufted back of a sofa and a cup of tea in her hand. It had been just six days since sheâd taken her new position in Lord Astenâs home and she was absolutely worn out.
âIs your new family working you too hard?â
She glanced over at Mrs. Edward Fellowsâformerly Miss Elizabeth Porterâupon whose furniture she was currently sprawled. Lazing about a womanâs drawing room like a six-year-old boy was the height of indecency right up there with being caught kissing on a balcony, losing the rhythm of a waltz, and eating oneâs salad with a fish fork, but theyâd been friends for so long it hardly mattered.
âItâs been exhausting, thank you for asking,â she said.
âMore tea?â her friend asked, holding up a white china teapot painted with swooping swallows.
âPlease.â She raised her cup without bothering to sit up.
âYouâre never this tired,â said the third woman in the room, Jane Ephram. The pretty blonde was curled up on a wide chair as best as a woman wearing a corset could curl. âIs Lady Eleanora particularly difficult?â
She shook her head, happy that theyâd taken to alternating their teas between Mrs. Salverâs Tea Shop in Pimlico and Elizabethâs drawing room. The house offered them more privacy.
âLady Eleanora hasnât been problematic at all. In fact, we seem to be getting along well since I dispatched a rather pesky family friend on my first day. The way Lady Eleanora talks about it, youâd think I slayed a dragon.â
âYou could give Saint George some competition,â said Elizabeth with a grin.
She lifted her teacup in a salute. âI appreciate the vote of confidence.â
âAnd thereâs been nothing else wearing you out?â Jane asked with a frown.
She shrugged. âNot that I can think of.â
Except that was a bald-faced lie. Mary knew exactly what the matter was. How could she not be exhausted after spending six days on edge, doing her very best to avoid the man under whose roof she was living? At least the sentiment seemed to be mutual. Lord Asten had been home so little, his daughter wondered which bills before the House of Lords required this much of his attention.
When they did meet, Mary and the earl spent most of their days dancing around one another with a perfect imitation of curtsies, bows, and trite words. And yet there was no denying the tension that was spread as thin as new ice between them.
Sheâd been certain that heâd wanted to kiss her right after sheâd shared her theory about Lady Laughlin being the source of Lady Eleanoraâs troubles. Heâd grabbed her wrist, his touch gentle yet firm, and stopped her from leaving the drawing room. The mere feel of his ungloved fingers on her exposed skin had sent heat blooming through her chest until it settled hot and heavy between her thighs. Her lips had parted almost wantonly as she peered up at him, losing herself in the depths of his moss-green eyes. Her breath had become shallow and more urgent as the promise of a kissâor perhaps moreâstretched before her.
But nothing.
Lord Asten had done nothing. Not pull her to him. Not kiss her. He hadnât even increased the pressure on her wrist to give her any sign that he shared the desire that overwhelmed her. He didnât want her and she shouldnât want him, so she stepped away to break free from the insanity that momentarily