eyes.
âHey. I just wanted to bring you up-to-date. I got word theâ¦uhâ¦specimen made the grade. Weâre all set to go as soon as Iââ she glanced down the hall and back, then whispered ââovulate.â
Surprisingly, his cheeks rouged up as he gave her a lightbulb broad smile and a thumbs-up sign.
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That afternoon, Mrs. Grosso stood somber faced before Jon, with Antonin doing his best to hide behind her four-foot-eleven frame. âHe no want the test. Itâs too much. Too dangerous.â
âMrs. Grosso, are you aware that your husband could die from a heart attack if he doesnât take care of his arteries?â
She glanced over her shoulder; Antonin made such a minute head shake only his eyes seemed to move. She let go a long string of emphatic Italian words, obviously berating him for denying that fact prior to now.
âNo. No. No,â Antonin said. He couldnât be swayed.
Worry etched her brow as she shrugged. âWhat Iâm going to do?â
Jon looked into his patientâs eyes. âIf I make an appointment for an ultrasound of the heart, where they just bounce sound waves off your chest, will you go?â
âNo cutting? No needles?â the man said.
Jon shook his head. âIf you see for yourself there is a blockage, will you promise to have the testâthe real testâto save your life?â
The missus poured out more Italian, this time using her hands and arms for accentuation. Antoninâs grumpy face took on a more thoughtful expression.
âYouâll already be in the hospital and we can handle things from there. What do you say?â Jon said.
The man stared at the floor and mumbled, âOh-kay.â
Jon clapped his hands. âThatâs the spirit.â He hopped behind his desk and punched in a phone number. âLetâs see how soon I can arrange the ultrasound.â For the walking time bomb.
He got put on hold, used his index finger to play with the silly little patch of hair under his lower lip. The patch his girls had insisted he grow. They said it would make him look sexy. He almost laughed out loud. Did a man want to look sexy at forty-two? A really odd thoughtoccurred to him. If René had handpicked him to be her donor, was there anything about him she found sexy besides his DNA?
He squashed the thought immediately. The last thing he wanted was to foul up his plans for freedom with any kind of commitment.
As he waited on hold, and the Grossos spoke in excitable Italian, hands and gestures flying, his mind drifted to the vision of René at his door that morning. She wore a little white sweater over her earth-tone patterned sheath dress. The half-sleeved sweater with a shiny bead-and-stud design up the front had been the perfect accessory. Heâd noticed that about her. She was good with details.
And he liked that. Liked that he knew sheâd always do a job thoroughly, down to the miniscule touches. He thought about the dinner sheâd made the night sheâd asked him to be her sperm donorâshe cooked that way, too. Whenever they had potlucks at work from now on, heâd twist her arm to cook. There was something in the way she combined herbs and spices that made her dishes exceptional. If she werenât such a fantastic doctor, he might suggest sheâd missed her calling, but if sheâd become a chef, heâd never have met her.
An uncomfortable feeling spun in his stomach. These were useless thoughts, fanciful thoughts, that a man with plans for a sabbatical shouldnât bother to have. As he continued to wait to speak to a hospital operator, he thumbed through his journal, past the part detailing lifeâs recent surprising turn, and back to his list of cities in China that he planned to visit after he attended the world cardiac conference in Beijingâ2011; the year of the rabbit.
In light of the new circumstances, for some dumb reason, the year