house, under another housemaster, and you said, âYouâll be lonely,â when you really meant you would be.â He paused, remembering the past, then asked, âHowâs Mother?â
âFine.â
âDoes she know Iâm out?â
âShe hasnât been wellâ¦.â
âI see. So she doesnât know.â
âI thought Iâd tell her when sheâs feeling a bit better.â
âAnd pray for a relapse?â Victor asked, his tone light but with an edge underneath.
From the day he had been sentenced, the widowed Celeste Ballam had disowned her second son. Ignoring his existence was preferable to lying or trying to concoct a parallel universe where Victor was still trading as a London art dealer in Dover Street. He was always her favorite child, but the professional scandal that had turned him from a glittering scion of the Ballam clan to a thief with a criminal record had buckled her. To Victor she had entrusted the status of the family. From Victor she had expected an impressive career and an enviable marriage.
Celeste had possessed the maternal smugness that came from having an exceptional child, and so when Victorâs fall came, it torpedoed her future and capsized her status absolutely. But that was not all. Her son the thief had done something even worse: his crime had forced Celeste into having to idolize Christian, the second choice.
âIf you go back to London now, what will you do, Victor?â
âWork.â
Christian didnât really want his brother close by, was afraid that Ingola might still have feelings for him, but at the same time he was trying to be supportive. He had been the winner, after all. He could afford to be magnanimous.
âWork? Where?â
âNot at the gallery; I know thatâs out of bounds.â Victor opened the brown paper package and rummaged through the few possessions in it. âDonât worry about me, Iâll survive.â
âI was thinkingâ¦. I spoke to a friend of mine. He could get you a job in Chipping Campden.â
âAs an art dealer?â
âWell, not really. He has a restaurant.â
âYou want me to be a waiter?â
âItâs a start.â
âOf what? Penury?â
Christian sighed, slowing down to the thirty-mile-an-hour speed limit. âYou might find it hard to get a job now. What with your having a record â¦â
âWell, Iâm glad you pointed that out, because Iâd never have thought of it.â
âIâm just trying to help,â Christian responded in an injured tone.
âBy expecting me to be a fucking waiter?â Victor countered, then cooled his tone, ashamed. âIâm not running away from London, Christian. If I donât go back, Iâll look guilty.â
âYouâre not thinking â¦â
âOf what?â
Christian took a deep breath. âOf trying to find out who framed you, are you?â
âFor over three years Iâve thought about nothing else. Every day and every night Iâve gone over everything that happened.â
âDâyou know who did it?â
âOh, yes,â Victor replied evenly.
âYou do?â
âI did it to myself.â
âWhat dâyou mean? You werenât guilty!â
âI was guilty of speaking out. Guilty of going on record about the forgeries, the fixed auctions, the rigged sales. I named names and courted the press to further my own fucking bandwagon. I thought people wanted to know the truth, and I thought I could get away with telling it. I mean, I was right , wasnât I?â
âVictorââ
But Victor carried on. âBeing rightâs not enough, though. I suppose they built up their case for years. In the end it wasnât one person after me; it was a whole coterie of dealers, all of them more established and a bloody sight more ruthless than I was.â
âThey framed you for
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