realizeuntil just a little while ago that there are still some gaps in my memory.â Her voice rose in agitation. âRight now, all I want to do is go home and see Nicholas.â
âI imagine you do,â he said in an effort to calm her, âbut itâs only been a little more than a day since I found you. Eddie said you need to give yourself a couple of days to relax without any stress.â
âItâs stressful being away from my son,â she said in an aggrieved tone. Then she seemed to realize what she had said. âIâm sorry.â Her voice was much more subdued. âThatâs about as insensitive as I could get.â She looked down at her plate.
âItâs all right.â He reached across the table and tapped the back of her hand gently. âIâm sure your son is in excellent hands with your mother. As for your memory lapse, why donât you try not to think about it for the rest of the day?â
Her wide brow wrinkled. âItâs hard not to, when Iâm just sitting around thinking, thinking, thinking all the time.â
âNow, that I can help with.â He withdrew his hand when he realized he was still lingering, tracing a finger over her soft, satiny skin. âAfter lunch, Iâll take you down to the beach. Itâs beautiful. Then again, weâre in Hawaii. Everything is beautiful.â
âIn its own way?â she asked immediately, the twinkle in her eye clueing him in to the fact that she was mimicking the words to an old tune.
He shook his head, groaning. âIâll only take you if you promise not to do that again.â
Sydney smiled, and the small dimple in her left cheek winked at him. âI wonâtâif you donât give me the opportunity. My mother says I have a song for every occasion.â
âMy wife was like that,â he said before he could stop himself.
She went still. âI didnât realize youâd been married.â She made a face. âI guess I just didnât think about it or Iâd have assumed you were.â
âSheâs dead,â he said before she could ask. âAfter Noahâmy sonâwas kidnapped, she had a terrible struggle with depression. A year later she just couldnât deal with it anymore.â
âShe took her own life?â Sydneyâs eyes were soft and compassionate. âOh, Danny, Iâm so sorry. Youâve had some awful moments, havenât you?â
You donât know the half of it, he wanted to say. But heâd already talked too much about his problems. âIf youâre finished there,â he pointed to her empty plate, âwe can go down to the beach. Leilaniâs family has left every imaginable type of clothing here. Iâm sure thereâs a bathing suit somewhere that will fit you.â
âIâm not so certain I want to go swimming again,â she said, and he could tell she was only half kidding.
âI wouldnât let you,â he said seriously. âItâs not safe to swim in the ocean at most of the beaches on Nanilani.â
âWhy?â
âRiptides that flow out through breaks in the reefs, really strong undertow, high surf a lot of the timeâyou name it. But Iâll show you some of the islandâs prettiest beaches and most unusual features.â
âThat sounds wonderful,â she said, âbut Iâm not sure Iâm up to hiking yet.â
âYou wonât have to.â He stood and came around to pull back her chair. âWe use ATVs to get around the island.â
While she went in search of a bathing suit, Danny brought one of the all-terrain vehicles around to the front of the house. It had a double seat to accommodate two passengers, and he put beach towels, water bottles, hats and sunscreen in the attached storage compartment. He also added reef shoes in sizes that he thought might fit her in case she wanted to walk in the