arms. Her crying slowly ceased as she became more aware of him.
âAll Iâm asking is that you at least try. â His rough whisper so near her ear caused her to still in sudden sensual awareness.
âIâm not sure I know how, Marc. It seems like too much, thinking about some of this stuff.â She sniffed and turned her face into his shirt. âItâs soâ¦â
âWhat?â he asked quietly.
He cupped the back of her head. She leaned back and looked up at him.
âBig. Intimidating.â
âIâm bigger.â
She went entirely still when she saw his slow, potent smile cast in moonlight.
âDonât be so cocky,â she admonished, even though she couldnât help but smile at his immodesty.
He chuckled and pressed her head back to his chest. âI only meant that Iâm stubborn, and more than willing to try.â Neither of them spoke for a pregnant moment. âAs far as strength goes, I think youâre underestimating yourself, Mari. All Iâm asking is that you give us a chance. All Iâm asking is that you donât run.â
He must have sensed her uncertainty, because he spoke coaxingly near her ear.
âJust agree to see me, spend time with me, for the next week or so.â
âThatâs all?â she asked doubtfully.
He drew her against his hard length, making sure she wasnât left in doubt of his desire for her.
âI want you. I always have. Iâve never made a secret of itâ¦not that I could.â She glanced up at him to see his small smile. âBut Iâll go at your pace. As long as I know youâre not running, Iâll be happy. Wellâ¦at least pacified.â
She sighed. She wished she could know it if was right, wished she could be certain.
âTake a risk, Mari.â
Her gaze leaped to meet his. Was he a mind reader?
âAll right,â she whispered. âBut I canât guarantee anything. And I want to take things slowlyâ¦test out the waters.â See what kind of effect our being seen together has on your family and friends like Eric and Natalie Reyes, she added privately. She grimaced at her thought, realizing Marc was right to suggest she considered everyone elseâs feelings before her own.
He pulled her closer. He didnât say anything, but she found herself wondering if he thought the same thing she did. Theyâd learned fifteen years ago that life was tenuous. People who thought happiness was guaranteed, that security was a certainty, were living in a dream.
But did that mean the dream wasnât worth seeking?
Mari didnât know the answer to that. So she did the best she could. She put her arms around Marcâs waist and tried to exist on the knifeâs edge between doubt and desire. Despite her uncertainties, she became focused on the sensation of Marcâs body against hers. She closed her eyes. For a few delicious moments, she was only aware of the soothing sound of the gentle surf and Marcâs spicy male scent.
She opened her heavy eyelids when he murmured her name. Much to her amazement, she found herself nuzzling his neck just above his collar, exploring the textures of his skin against her lips. He felt so good. Tasted so good, she added to herself when the tip of her tongue sampled him. He said her name again, more insistently this time. She leaned back and saw the gleam in his eyes as he stared down at her upturned face.
She waited with sharp anticipation while he slowly lowered his head and pressed his lips to hers. It wasnât a chaste kiss, but it was gentleâ¦a promise of passion rather than the thing itself, a sweetness to be savored on her searching lips. She craned up for more of his taste and cried out softly when he lifted his head, depriving her.
âWeâd better go,â he said, his voice ragged.
âWhat? Ohâ¦okay,â Mari murmured, feeling bereft in the absence of Marcâs tender kiss.
Jo Willow, Sharon Gurley-Headley