The Infinite Sea by Rick Yancey Read Free Book Online Page A

do that? Did I really think I’d see him standing there, lurker that he was, smiling up at me?
See? I said I’d find you.
“Someone else told me that, too. And, like a dummy, I believed him.”
    “Not so dumb, given the circumstances.”
    Oh, now she was being kind? Now she was cutting me some slack? I didn’t know which was worse: ice maiden Ringer or compassionate queen Ringer.
    “Don’t pretend,” I snapped. “I know you don’t believe me about Evan.”
    “I believe
you.
It’s his story that doesn’t make sense.”
    Then she walked out of the room. Just like that. Right in the middle, before anything was resolved. Who, besides every male person ever born,
does
that?
    A virtual existence doesn’t require a physical planet . . .
    Who was Evan Walker? Shifting my eyes from the highway to my baby brother and back again. Who were you, Evan Walker?
    I was an idiot for trusting him, but I was hurt and alone (
alone
as in thinking I was the last human being in the freaking universe) and majorly mind screwed because I had already killed one innocent person, and
this
person, this Evan Walker, didn’t end my life when he could have; he saved it. So when the bells went off, I ignored them. Plus it didn’t hurt (help?) that he was impossibly gorgeous and equally impossibly obsessed with making me feel like I mattered more to him than he did to himself, from bathing me to feeding me to teaching me how to kill to telling me I was the one thing he had left worth dying for to proving it all by dying for me.
    He began as Evan, woke up thirteen years later to find out he wasn’t, then woke again, he told me, when he saw himself through my eyes. He found himself in me, and then I found him in me and I was in him and there was no space between us. He began by telling me everything I wanted to hear and ended telling me the things I needed to: The principal weapon to eradicate the human hangers-on were the humans themselves. And when the last of the “infested” were dead, Vosch and company would pull the plug on the 5th Wave. Purge over. House clean and ready to move in.
    When I told Ben and Ringer all this—minus the part about Evan being inside me, a bit too nuanced for Parish—there was a lot of dubious staring and significant looks from which I was painfully excluded.
    “One of them was in
love
with you?” Ringer asked when I finished. “Wouldn’t that be like us falling in love with a cockroach?”
    “Or a mayfly,” I shot back. “Maybe they have a thing for insects.”
    We were meeting in Ben’s room. Our first night at the Walker Hotel, as Ringer dubbed it, mostly, I think, to get under my skin.
    “What else did he tell you?” Ben asked. He was sprawled on the bed. Four miles from Camp Haven to the hotel, and he looked like he’d just sprinted a marathon. The kid who patched me and Sam up, Dumbo, wouldn’t commit when I asked him about Ben. Wouldn’t say if he’d get better. Wouldn’t say if he’d get worse. Of course, Dumbo was only twelve. “Capabilities? Weaknesses?”
    “They have no bodies anymore,” I said. “Evan told me that it was the only way they could make the journey. Some were downloaded—him, Vosch, the other Silencers—some are still on the mothership, waiting for us to be gone.”
    Ben rubbed his mouth with the back of his hand. “The camps were set up to winnow out the best candidates for brainwashing . . .”
    “And to dispose of the ones who weren’t,” I finished. “Once the 5th Wave was rolled out, all they had to do was sit back and let the stupid humans do their dirty work.”
    Ringer was sitting by the window, silent as a shadow.
    “But why use us at all?” Ben wondered. “Why not download enough of their troops into human bodies to finish us off?”
    “Not enough of them, maybe,” I guessed. “Or setting up the 5th Wave posed the least risk.”
    “What risk?” Shadow-Ringer said, breaking her silence.
    I decided to ignore her. For a lot of reasons, the