not?â
âI donât know where I was. Did somebody cut their tires? Is that why you asked if I had a knife?â
âYou have no memory of where you were or what you did? Iâd better get this down.â He felt his pockets as though he didnât know where his pencil and pad were, then removed them from his shirt pocket and began writing, pressing the pencil hard into the paper, dotting an âiâ as if throwing a dart.
âI know I didnât cut anybodyâs tires,â I said.
âIf you were in a blackout, how do you know what you did?â
He had me.
âWould you set fire to a car?â
âNo, thatâs crazy.â
âBecause thatâs what somebody did. Cutting the valve stems wasnât enough.â
âLoren Nichols says I burned his car?â
He looked at what he had written on the pad. âOne step at a time. You did or did not cut his tires?â
âThereâs a girl in the Heights I wanted to see. Maybe thatâs why I was in the neighborhood. Her name is Valerie Epstein.â
âYouwere chasing some new puss? Thatâs why you were in the Heights? Itâs coincidence you were seen in proximity to the Ford, owned by guys you admit to having trouble with?â
âYou donât have the right to talk about Miss Valerie like that.â
âGet up.â
âSir?â
He ripped the chair from under me and threw it against the wall, spilling me on the floor. âYou think I came from downtown over a burned car owned by two punks who were in Gatesville? Are you that dumb?â
I pushed myself up, swaying, my knees not locking properly. âYou didnât have the right to say what you said.â
This time I held his stare and my eyes didnât water. He picked up the chair with one hand and slammed it down in front of the desk. âSit down.â When I didnât move, he opened a desk drawer and removed a telephone book. âIâll take your head off, boy.â
I sat down but never took my eyes off his face, even though I couldnât stop blinking. He removed a five-by-seven black-and-white photo from his coat pocket and set it on the desk. âYou know this girl?â
âNo.â
âLook at the girl, not me.â
âI donât know her.â
There were two images on the same sheet of paper, a side view and a frontal of the same young woman. She was wearing an oversize cotton jumper with gray and white stripes on it. At the bottom of the frontal photo was her prison number. She was hardly out of her teens, if that. Her hair was awry, like thread caught in a comb. Her eyes seemed to well with sadness and despair.
âYou never saw her anywhere? Youâre sure about that?â he said.
âYes, Iâm sure.â
âYou didnât decide to try some Mexican poon?â
âWhy are you asking me questions like this?â
âHer name was Wanda Estevan. She was a prostitute in Galveston.â
â Was a prostitute?â
âSomebodybroke her neck. Maybe she was thrown from a car. Or maybe somebody broke her neck in the car, then bounced her in the street. About two blocks from where the Ford was torched.â
âWhat does her death have to do with the car?â
âThere was gasoline and detergent on her jeans. The same combination that was used to burn the car. Quite a puzzle, donât you think? You have gasoline cans at your filling station?â
âSure. For people who run out.â
âHow about in your garage?â
âNo, sir.â
âWere you out with Saber Bledsoe early this morning?â
âYes, sir, he picked me up in the Heights and drove me home.â
âYou said you didnât know if you were in the Heights or not. Rats must have eaten holes in your memory bank.â
He had me again. He put a Pall Mall in his mouth and scratched a match on the desk, the flame flaring on his cigarette. He took a