still with friends?â I asked.
Mamma shook her head. âNo,â she replied bluntly, not bothering to cushion the truth. âHeâs been arrested.â My heart froze. Iâd seen a man once, taken from the street by the police. People whispered that he would not come back. I prayed more, adding more
please
s until I was saying the word a thousand times each night before finally falling asleep.
Papa did return a week later, walking through the door as unexpectedly as he had disappeared. He looked the same, right down to the same clothes, now dirty and creased. Heâd even managed to keep the mizpah heart and not have it taken. But he fell into a chair with a wince that suggested he was hurting on the inside, and a haunted look in his eyes that did not go away. He did not return to his work after that but wrote from home, welcoming in the occasional visitor. Instead it was Mamma who took to the streets, leafleting and attending meetings and protests against the Fascist regime, calling for elections.
I jumped as a drop of cold water hit my back and the vision evaporated. I rolled over. Liam stood over me, a mischievous grin in his eye. He had come up from the waterâs edge, shaking droplets of water from his hair like a wet dog.
âWhy, Addie,â he drawled. âYou havenât even gotten wet. Youâre missing all of the fun.â
âIâm fine,â I protested, but he reached down and picked me up. I tried to pull away but his wiry grip was surprisingly strong.
âLiam Scott Connally, donât you dare!â his mother began to admonish, but it was too late. Her voice faded as Liam carried me toward the water. âPlease put me down,â I begged, flailing. But he stared straight ahead, not listening. The boy who just hours earlier had protected me from a neighborâs wrath over a broken window was now my tormentor.
I closed my eyes, knowing what was coming next. The waves thundered in my ears, a sound I had heard thousands of times in my nightmares. Water splashed around Liamâs ankles as they reached the surf, kicking up the icy spray against my bare skin. Then he let me go. I screamed as cold darkness enveloped me. I reached wildly for the bottom, trying without success to find my footing. A powerful wave slammed into me from behind, tossing me like a ball until I could no long figure out which way was up. I flailed my arms, panicking. Water filled my nose and mouth, salt where air should have been.
Suddenly I was lifted to the surface. âHey.â Charlieâs strong arms encircled me, holding me close as I coughed the water from my burning lungs. âItâs okay. Iâve got you.â He had reached me in a few long strokes. âEasy.â His voice was soothing. He raised me higher as a wave lifted them so it would not break on me. âIâve got you.â I did not answer, but leaned my head against the wetness of his chest, still trying to catch my breath.
A second later Jack reached us. âAddie, are you okay?â
âThat was so cool,â Robbie exclaimed, dog-paddling up from behind. He and Jack followed Charlie as he carried me to shore.
Charlie neared the beach blanket and set me down gently. Mrs. Connally wrapped a towel around me. âLiam, how could you?â she demanded. âAddie, are you all right, dear?â
âIt was a joke,â Liam replied defensively.
âYou idiot,â Charlie swore. Liamâs face crumpled and he slumped forward, as though he had been punched in the stomach. Clearly his older brotherâs opinion meant everything.
I nodded and assured Mrs. Connally I was fine. A man carrying a white ice cooler on his back walked down the beach calling out, âIce cream!â Mrs. Connally fished in her bag for coins. âCome with me, boys,â she said, standing. Robbie and Jack started after her. Liam hung back, watching Charlie, as if wanting to make what he had