occasionâboating, golf, deep-sea fishing, parties, bridge. But all that had changed. Sheâd replaced the white carpet with neutral beige. And the adjoining master bath was now outfitted with a spa. It was her most luxurious accommodation, but one that wasnât forbidden to kids. She would add a crib and give the room to the parents, but sheâd put the boys in her sisterâs old room for no extra charge.
âCome with me,â she said, leading the way up the front steps. âI think youâll be very comfortable here.â
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Sam left the office without saying goodbye to Nurse Whitlock. He had nothing to say to her and he knew the feeling was mutual. Sheâd made her feelings about his return to town abundantly clear. Not that he cared. He didnât need her approval or anyone elseâs. She had her back to him when he passed through the waiting room. He stood in front of the office looking up and down the street. He wasnât ready to go to the Bancroft House yet. He might never be ready. He wasnât ready to go back to his oldhouse, either, and he knew he would never be ready to do that.
It should have given him satisfaction to think of walking through the iron gate of Hayleyâs house as a guest, but it didnât. He wanted to forget the past, and he couldnât do that while he was in New Hope. It was all around him, the places and the people heâd pushed to the back of his mind. But how could he leave the painful memories in the past while he worked in Doc Bancroftâs office or slept under the same roof as his granddaughter? Six months stretched ahead of him like the long road from here to the California border. He would take it the way heâd taken all the long roads in his life, one step at a time. But it wasnât going to be easy.
He walked up the street toward the diner and went in to have a cup of coffee. Several heads swiveled in his direction as he took a seat at the counter. But nobody said a word except the waitress, a gum-chewing middle-aged woman who called him âhon.â Then she did a double take.
âI donât believe it. Didnât think youâd have the nerve to show your face in this town again. You donât remember me, do you, Sam?â she asked as she plunked his coffee in front of him. âWilma Henwood. Those were my flower beds you ran over with your motorcycle.â
He racked his brain but couldnât remember any flower beds. But it wasnât hard to imagine heâd done it. That and much worse. âIâm sorry about that. Iâd be happy to replace them for you.â
âItâs a little late. Twenty years to be exact.â
âI guess it is. Iâd still like to do it.â
âWhat do you think of New Hope these days?â
âItâs changed,â he said.
âSoâve you,â she said, tilting her head to one side toobserve him. âHear youâre a doctor now. Taking Doc Bancroftâs place.â
âOnly temporarily.â
âCanât blame you. Those are pretty big shoes to fill.â
Sam pressed his lips together to keep from saying that wasnât why he was only temporary.
âWhere you staying?â she asked.
He was surprised she didnât know. The way gossip spread in this town. âAt the Bancroft House.â
âSheâs got it fixed up real nice. I went through it last Christmas on the house tour to make money for the library. Not that there was anything wrong with it to begin with. Still, her folks had different ideas about style than Hayley does. Sheâs more the unpretentious type, donât you think? What do you think of her?â she asked, while she refilled a salt shaker.
âSheâs changed.â
âPretty as ever, though,â she said.
âVery pretty,â he agreed.
âToo bad about her divorce.â
âYeah, too bad.â He didnât want to hear about her marriage