need. And my money troubles are over. Iâm owed big moneyâI am! But if I donât pay the rent right this minute Iâll be out on the street.â
This was Nicoleâs strength in recent weeksâfifteen seconds of indignation, irritation, wheedling smiles, and pathos.
âYouâve been saying someone owes you money for two weeks,â I began.
âBig money, sweetie. Honest.â
âYou sold a painting?â Nicoleâs work had developed a good, local reputation.
âNot exactly.â She smiled a secretive little smile, which did nothing to ease my mind.
âWe should talkââ
She flushed and waved away whatever else I might be planning to say with an impatient gesture. âBy this time next week Iâll be straightened out and we can sort out how much I owe the store. Iâd have it now except for goddamn Tim Callahan. My bloodsucking landlord wants his money now, this instant, and Iâm short fifty. I ran into him in the street and heâs waiting, if you can believe it!â
âWhat does Tim Callahan have to do withââ
âDammit, Theo! I need the money now!â
I thought of how this rapidly developing drama would play with the customer outside and calculated whether I could get through the morning with fifty dollars less in the till.
âFor Godâs sake, Nicole, this canât go on. Where have you been? Youâre never here; youâre not homeâHaruto said he had to open up yesterday.â
âI came by last night to deliver the Gibney Brothers stuff,â she said sulkily. And to rifle the cash drawer, I thought but didnât say. She patted my cheek and fingered her lips nervously.
I glanced through the two-way mirror into the shop as I heard the old-style spring bell jangle. A woman came in. Two people was at least one too many to leave in the shop alone.
I went back outside and with a small inner struggle, took two twenties and a ten out of the cash drawer.
âIâll write an I.O.U.â she said, picking up the inspectorâs notebook and glancing at the doodles.
âNo need,â I said.
She dropped the notebook as if it were red hot and unexpectedly clasped me in a fierce hug. âItâll all work out,â she whispered.
âIâm worried about you,â I said, returning the hug. She had been my first friend in the city and the past few weeks hadnât changed my affection for her. Even if she was driving me crazy.
âI know, sweetie. I know. Iâll pay back the store in a few days. Iâve been feeling like shit for the mess in your apartment; Iâll take care of that, too. Pretty soon everything will be back to normal, okay? So stop worrying!â She laughed and patted my cheek.
As she passed the counter, she picked up the two bars of newly priced soap knowing I wouldnât say anything. At nine dollars each, retail, it was probably a halfpenny worth of bread to this intolerable deal of sack, but it still grated. Donât you love how Shakespeare has a phrase for everything?
âThe new labels look great,â she said. âAnyone bought any of this damn gardenia soap?â
âIâve only had time to label those two,â I said with a reluctant grin.
âPut out some of the rose; weâre low and it sells.â She hesitated a moment and made for the door.
âTake care of yourself,â I said, meaning it, and trying not to sound as worried as I felt.
She glanced back at me with a mocking smile. âI said âdonât worry,â sweetie. Bye.â She waggled the soaps at me. âWhite gardenia, eh?â She winked and scrunched up her nose, then waggled them at me again as she left.
I saw her shove the bills at a stolid-looking man on the sidewalk and take off down the street. Sure enough, I recognized her landlord, who carefully counted out the money. At least she hadnât lied about that, although I
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