continued through a century of panics and depressions. Don could recite these misfortunes like a catechism.
He had dark, deep-set eyes and the prominent curling lips of a classical statue. Adoring him, Cindy could never forget that other girlsâ fathers poured benefits upon less worthy sons-in-law. Vehemently she declared, âDon isnât the type to depend on relations. And heâs had a couple of very good offers in case youâre interested.â
Fletcher rumbled out another question.
Don understood well enough to answer, âI couldnât accept that sort of money, sir.â
The money people offered was never satisfactory to Don and Cindy. The ten thousand dollars that Fletcher had sent his daughter as a wedding present had simply gone with the wind. Don had been deeply in debt when they married, and was now in danger of being engulfed. Both he and Cindy felt it important to keep up appearances.
âCouldnât accept that sort of money!â The voice in Fletcherâs mind was clear and scornful. The young manâs lack of humility irritated him. He would have liked to remind the complacent fellow that he had made his money without asking favors of anyone. Aloud, âWhat the hell do you think youâre worth?â he bellowed. Caught up in anger he forgot the therapistâs instructions for producing sound and controlling breath.
âWhat did you say, Daddy?â
Elaine had understood but did not try to interpret Fletcherâs wrath. She felt sorry for Don and did not wish to see him humiliated again. Her mouth closed stubbornly, and she pressed herself back as if her body were part of the chair. Don caught her eye. A swift glance flashed between them. Fletcher, watching warily, saw these two in the familiar vision, unclothed, embracing. On the table his big hands lay curled in frustration. His skin itched with impotent rage.
Elaine started collecting plates. Sighing, Cindy followed. The two men sat like strangers on a bus. Fletcherâs silence embarrassed Don, but his conversation would have been harder to take. If it had not taken so much effort, Fletcher would have let him know what he thought about a generation that believed the world owed it a living. Had he succeeded in expressing himself he would not have been so sensitive to a swift exchange of smiles when Elaine returned with the dessert. Again the vision flashed across the screen of consciousness. What Fletcher saw was not a girl in a flowered dress and a young man in a neat summer jacket erect behind his plate, but the guilty pairâfaithless wife, worthless son-in-lawânaked in a shadowy place.
âWhy are you looking so impatient, dear? Youâve got plenty of time. Didnât you say youâd put off the barber until four today?â
Fletcher had told her, but she had apparently forgotten, that he was to see his dentist that afternoon. He spoke angrily, too fast and without giving thought to breathing and the control of abdominal muscles. Sounds like animal grunts struck his ears with fresh agony.
Before Cindy could chirp the usual âWhat, Daddy?â Elaine translated with her loathsome tact, âOh, darling, I forgot your dentist appointment. But youâve got plenty of time still. Look, Iâve made you a chocolate mousse.â
For no reason Cindy giggled, Don stared at the centerpiece as if he hoped to find some mystic answer among the asters. Elaine set the plate before him. Once more they looked at each other, heat welled up in Fletcher, and he flung the dish of chocolate mousse at his wife.
âDaddy, what are you doing?â
Under blond curls Cindyâs face glowed with delight. She had good features and flawless skin, but was too solid to be noticeable among all the pretty girls who did their lips and eyes and hair in the same fashion and wore clothes from the proper stores. She had never been so lovely as at this moment of witnessing her fatherâs cruelty