âLike the clothes?â
He nodded. âExactly like the clothes.â He figured Renee might get a kick out of it. After all, the woman could have been a contemporary of hers. âHer mother started the company.â
Slipping the milk onto the shelf, Renee closed the refrigerator door again. âWell, I guess she can afford the bestâand you are.â
It was no secret that he didnât come cheap. His fee was right at the top of his field, but then, the amounts that he charged enabled him to do his volunteer work for Doctors Without Borders. The fees he collected from his wealthier clients help to fund the operations that he performed on the devastated citizens of Third World countries. In so doing, he wound up bringing hope to the hopeless. Given that he felt no hope himself, he was struck by the irony of the situation.
Peter paused to kiss the top of his mother-in-lawâs silver head. âFlattery will get you everywhere,â he told her with a smile.
âOh, good.â She said the words with such feeling, he stopped folding the paper bags and looked at her. âBecause I have something to tell you.â
Putting the empty bags on the side of the table,he pulled a chair to him, straddled it and looked at her across the table. âOkay, what?â
Renee took a deep breath. It wasnât a subject she was looking forward to, only one that she knew needed broaching. Until now, sheâd allowed him to have his bleeding heart. But she knew her daughter wouldnât have wanted him to continue grieving this way, not for this long. There was no easy way to begin. âItâs been more than two years since Lisa and Becky were taken.â
Peter could feel himself tensing as he looked at her warily. âYes?â
Renee reached across the table and touched his hand. âAnd I think itâs time you moved on.â
âMoved on? Moved on how?â He knew exactly how she meant, but he wasnât about to give in to that. âIâm working.â
Renee left her hand where it was, feeling that her son-in-law needed the human contact. âYes, I know, but I think that you should do more than work.â
Peter shrugged as he glanced away. âThereâs not enough timeââ
She watched him pointedly, remembering another Peter. A happier Peter. She missed him. And she had a feeling that Peter missed him, as well. âThere was when you were married.â
âThere was a reason to have time when I was married,â he informed her flatly.
Because he understood what Renee was attempting to do, he forced a smile to his lips. The womanâs heart was in the right place, if a little off kilter. âI have my work and I have you, Renee.â He brought her hand to his lips and kissed it in the courtly fashion he knew she loved. âThatâs enough for me.â
Renee was not about to be dissuaded. âIt shouldnât be. Not that Iâm undermining what you do,â she was quick to explain. âYour work is very, very important. You perform miracles. But I am a poor substitute for what you really need.â And she knew that he couldnât fight her on that score.
He truly loved Lisaâs mother. She was the mother he had never known as a boy, so he humored her where he wouldnât anyone else. âAnd what is it that I need?â
Renee set her mouth firmly. âFemale companionship.â
He gestured toward her. âIn case you missed it, youâre a female, Renee.â
She snorted at the weak attempt to deflect her focus. âIâm old enough to be your mother.â
His smile was broad as he took her hand in his. âI like older women.â
Renee pulled her hand away, giving him a stern, motherly look. âPeterââ
âDonât,â he warned her quietly. He saw compassion enter her eyes. âMaybe someday Iâll be ready.â Although he sincerely doubted it.
Aj Harmon, Christopher Harmon