here!â she yelled.
Benne sprang into a funny jig, lifting her feet and marching in place. âJes-sie, Jes-sie,â she chanted, and Max started to bark, which created an eruption of gulls along the edge of the dock. The other passengers paused to stare, then glanced at one another, embarrassed.
Home. There was nothing to do but collect my suitcase and wade into it.
There were half-moons, like pale, yellowish shadows, under Katâs eyes. She embraced me at the same moment the aroma of the island penetrated, a powerful brew of silt, old crab pots, salted air, and black, gooey mudflats alive and crawling with pungent creatures.
âYou made it,â Kat said, and I smiled at her.
Benne laid her round face against the sleeve of my coat and clung to me like a barnacle. I put my arm around her and gave her a squeeze.
âYou didnât want to come,â she said. âYou hate coming here.â
Kat cleared her throat. âAll right, Benne, thatâs enough.â
Benne was not finished, however. âMama is standing on the bloodstain,â she said.
I looked down. We all did. The dark, spattered edge of it was visible beneath Katâs shoe. I pictured the frenzied dash they must have made to the ferry dock, the ride across the water, Motherâs hand wrapped in a JC Penney bath towel.
Kat slid back her foot, and we stood in the late afternoon, in a moment of perfect stillness, and stared at my motherâs blood.
CHAPTER Five
W e piled onto Katâs golf cart, parked at the end of the pier. Benne sat on the back with my suitcase, and I climbed into the front seat, glancing warily at the air horn, thinking of the last harrowing ride in her cart.
âDonât worry,â Kat said. âI wonât use the horn unless someone is crazy enough to step out in front of me.â
âI hate that odious thing,â I said.
âYes, well, hate it all you want, but it has saved the lives of countless tourists.â
âMama used to aim for tourists,â Benne said.
âOh, I did not. â
âI believe itâs impossible for Benne to tell a lie,â I said, and Kat huffed as she pulled onto the narrow pavement.
Overhead the sky was turning orange. I had the sense of darkness pressing in, pooling behind the brightness. As we swept past the island shops, no one spoke, not even Benne.
The storefronts all had window boxes gorged with lavender pansies, even the tiny post office. Shemâs Bait & Tackle had been painted the color of persimmons, and the carved wooden pelican outside Caw Caw General Store now wore a pony saddle, I imagined so that children could sit on it. We passed a handful of tourists in front of Egret Expeditions, signing up for boat tours and bird walks. Even at the nadir of winter, the place seemed alive.
I pointed to a small store wedged between Maxâs Café and the Island Dog B&B. It had a blue-and-white-striped awning and a sign in the window that read THE MERMAIDâS TALE . âDidnât that used to be a fish market?â
âIt went out of business,â Kat said.
âThatâs Mamaâs store now,â said Benne.
âNo kidding? You own it? That gift shop?â I was surprised. Iâd known Kat my whole life, and sheâd never shown the least interest in shopkeeping. After her husband diedâwhich had to be twenty years ago at leastâshe and Benne had lived contentedly off his pension and a little Social Security.
âI opened it last spring,â Kat said.
âWhoâs minding the store right now?â
âWhen Iâm there, itâs open; when Iâm not, itâs closed,â she said.
âI like the name,â I told her.
âI wanted to call it âFin Fatale,â but your mother nixed that. The woman has no sense of humor.â
âShe never did.â
âThatâs not true. Once upon a time, she had a great sense of humor,â Kat said.
She lit