you!â
âIâm just being realistic. We arenât each otherâs kind of people.â
âWhat does that mean? I hang out with all kinds of people.â
âYeah, and I am sure youâd rather be with them now so just go, okay? Iâm all right, really I am. I absolve you! You donât have to sit here with me anymore. Really.â
Feliciaâs eyes open wide and for a moment she just stares at me. She should be angry or upset, but the expression on her face is more curious, like sheâs trying to figure me out. Good luck. I pick up my Coke, slurp at the remains as I wait for her to make the next move. Iâve said what I have to say. Itâs up to her now how long we drag this out. After a moment she leans forward onto the table and looks at me in earnest.
âLook,â she says. âMaybe we just got off on the wrong foot. Will you hear me out for a minute?â
I shrug.
âVia talked to me about you, but not like you think. Most of the time she said, well ... she didnât say a lot of nice things, put it that way.â
âNow that I believe.â
âBut everything she said about you, all the stuff she thought was really frustrating, or difficult, well, to me it kind of made sense. I guess what Iâm saying is, I think I understand you.â
âOh God,â I say, rubbing my eyes and trying to take this all in.
âSorry, that probably sounds a bit weird,â she says with a laugh. âVia wanted me to think you were some terrible person, but I got a different picture of you.â
âOh yeah? And whatâs that?â
âJust that you were someone who didnât really fit in.â She leans in conspiratorially. âYouâre someone who doesnât fit in because you donât want to fit in. I have lots of friends, Mira, and they are all really good at doing what they are told. But you are someone who wants to find your own way, not just follow and I respect that. Actually, I really like it.â She is looking me straight in the eye, and there isnât a single trace of the giddy girly thatâs been annoying me all day. Her gaze is sure and solid.
âWow,â I say, returning her stare easily. âVia really fucked up.â
âNot completely. She was spot-on about you being sad and mean.â
I lean back in my seat. I should be offended but instead I am trying to keep the corners of my mouth from smirking. Iâm starting to think this Princess may be gutsier than I first gave her credit for.
âSo what makes you so sure thereâs something about me worth knowing? Sounds like youâre giving me a whole new set of expectations to live up to. I hate to disappoint you by turning out to be just normal and boring like everyone else.â
âGod, you really are full of yourself arenât you? I only just met you this morning remember? Youâre not that important to me.â
Far out! Where did this morningâs do-gooder airhead go? I donât even mind that she is insulting me. Maybe Iâm weird, but this kind of nasty banter puts me more at ease than her sycophantic sweet-girl act.
âCan I ask you something?â I say leaning back in my chair and folding my arms.
âSure,â she says all blinky-eyed and lip-glossed.
âWhatâs your opinion of Ronald Reagan?â
âWell,â she says leaning over and picking up her handbag. âI would say that Ronald Reagan is a good actor. â
âRight,â I say as a smile creeps across my face. âDoesnât sound like you have a high opinion of him.â
She scoffs like Iâve said something obvious and her brow furrows. Sheâs like an angry Barbie doll. âThat fool is hell-bent on steering us towards a war. His insistence on keeping the Strategic Defense Initiative open killed the disarmament talks. Itâs a good thing for us that Gorbachev is still calling for a treaty or we
S. Ravynheart, S.A. Archer
Stephen G. Michaud, Roy Hazelwood