after all, a Logan. Well, for now, she was a Jones. Somehow, the realization made a funny knot form in his belly.
âBut I know the marriage is only for show,â she replied quite pointedly, dropping her hand back down to her side. âThereâs no way Iâll ever get married for real,â she hastened to add.
Not that Sam disagreedâhe didnât plan on marrying again, either. But he knew his reasons for that, and heâd made his decision based on personal experience. Bridget Logan, he knew for a fact, had never been married. From what heâd heard, sheâd never even been that seriously involved with anyone. And she was still young. For all her insistence that she was a seasoned agent and a mature adult, she was only twenty-five, an age when many people were still trying to figure out exactly who they were and what the hell they wanted to do with the rest of their lives. Not that Sam was an ancient sage, by any stretch of the imagination. But he wondered how she could make such a certain, sweeping statement at her age.
That was her business, he immediately answered himself. Not his. All he had to know about Special Agent Bridget Logan was that she was as dedicated to wrapping up this case as he was. He looked at her again,at the way the soft light filmed her hair in amber and made her skin glow and her eyes luminous. He noted the soft curves of her breasts and hips that even her baggy clothing couldnât hide. In her sleep-deprived stateâand hell, probably out of it, too, Sam thoughtâshe looked soft and tempting and vulnerable.
Yeah, he thought. They both needed to dedicate themselves to wrapping up this case.
The sooner the better.
Three
T he meeting with Laurel Reiss, the social worker at Childrenâs Connection with whom Bridgetâs mother had made their appointments, went as well as could be expected, all things considered. Those things being that Bridget and Sam barely knew each other, never mind even liked each other, so playing the part of loving newlyweds whose fondest wish was to start a family together hadnât exactly been easy. All Bridget could hope at this point was that it had been convincing. Unfortunately, though, she couldnât even be certain of that.
It was strange, because she had never felt uncomfortable or unconvincing playing a role in the field before. Sheâd worked undercover as everything from a call girl to a drug dealer to a Mafia princess, and she had always been able to play the parts persuasively, often in situations where her very life depended on her performance.Yet today, she had been performing in an environment that was completely safe, and had been trying to pass herself off as something that required very little effort on her part. Yet sheâd felt as nervous and jittery as a preteen at a dance.
It didnât bode well for the rest of the assignment.
The social worker had been friendly and outgoing, and had walked Bridget and Sam through the adoption process. It sounded like a long and arduous procedure to Bridget, one for which there seemed a million opportunities for disappointment. But Childrenâs Connection, Laurel had assured them, was by far the best organization for them to use, something Bridget didnât doubt for a moment, having witnessed for herself the success of her parentsâ pet project. Still, she was glad she wasnât going through this for real. Between the ninety-day waiting period, and the notices toâand appearances inâthe court, and the home study, not to mention the sheer cost of adoption, a person would have to want a family awfully badly to be so patient, so understanding and so generous.
But then, Bridget thought, that was probably what parenting was all about anyway. Still, she was happy sheâd made the decision long ago to remain single. She didnât ever want to be responsible for anyone but herself.
In the end, Laurel had told them that their names would