attention.
For the first time in more than half a year, I almost feel normal. Just two sisters out for an early breakfast.
âThereâs no cake,â Allie says, pouting at the menu.
âCheesecake.â
âThatâs not real cake.â
âThey have pie.â
âI want cake.â
The waitress, Estelle, drops off a Pepsi for me and a Mountain Dew and a Dr Pepper for Allie. âWhat can I get you?â
âThe lumberjack trio.â Hash browns, three pieces of bacon, three buttermilk pancakes, three scrambled eggs, and three sausages smothered in gravy. More food than I could eat in a day, but I donât care, Iâm gonna eat it all.
Estelle nods to Allie, whoâs full-on glaring at the menu.âWhat about you, little lady?â
âDo you have any cake?â I ask.
âWe have cheesecake. Frozen.â
Allie thrusts the menu at our waitress. âThatâs not real cake.â
Estelle shrugs. âWe got pie. Fresh as of last night.â
âThatâs not cake either, no, no.â She stands and pulls on her coat. âWhereâs there cake?â
People are definitely paying attention to us now. Most in that embarrassed covert glancing sort of way, but four teenage boys on the other side of the diner are staring at us in that same intent manner as EMT.
âAllison, sit down,â I hiss. She flops into the booth and sulks. âIs there anywhere else that serves cake?â
âThereâs a bakery on the other side of town. Wonât be open for a few hours, though,â Estelle says.
âSheâll have the cheesecake,â I say. Estelle shrugs again, collects my menu, and walks away. âAllisonââ
âItâs Kim, remember? I wanted cake.â
âI know, but we canât cause problems. We have to keep a low profile.â I glance toward the boysâ table. One of them has a tablet out. Another waves at me. I scowl, pull my ski cap lower, and grab the wallet from my pack. I put money on the table to cover our order. âCome on, Allie, letâs get outta here.â
âMaybe cheesecake is all right.â
âWe can get cake later,â I say. The guys have clustered around the computer tablet.
âBut we have to have it now, yes, yes,â Allie says. âYou said . . .â She chokes up.
I join her on the other side of the booth, keeping one eye on the boysâ table, wishing for my gun. âWhatâs wrong?â
âI have to eat my cake before you finish breakfast.â She sniffles. âThat way you canât collect on our bet. Cheesecake can count, right?â
I kiss her on the head. âOf course it does.â I call over Estelle and hand her the money. âCould you box that cheesecake, please? Donât worry about the rest.â
âShe has to be all right,â Allie says. âItâs my fault, my fault. Always my fault.â
âItâs not your fault, Allie. You know that.â I zip up her jacket. âGrackel made her decision. You didnât do anything wrong.â
âYes I did. I didnât want to tell you, but . . .â
âWhat is it?â
She shakes her head. âYouâre going to be mad at me, yes, yes.â
âOut with it. I wonât be mad.â
âI blabbed to the Greens,â she blurts, then erupts in tears.
I hug her tight, half to comfort her, half to muffle her.âItâs okay.â I try to sound calm, but my voice comes out a hushed whisper. âWhen . . . when was this?â
âLast week,â she mumbles into my jacket. âIâm sorry. I know I wasnât supposed to, but you had Colin, and Arabelle was spending all that time flying with Grackel, andââ
âShhh.â How damn long does it take someone to pack up a piece of frozen cheesecake?
âWhy didnât you talk to Maren or Syren or any of the other Reds?â
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Maggie Ryan, Blushing Books