Francoise Sagan novel, wearing a big manâs
shirt.
She leaned forward, still watching the guy getting his cases out of the car. âOh my God, Mimi! He has a cat. How cute . Can you see it? Look, in that carry basket. Salut minou! â
She did it on purpose, so he would look up and see usâsee her. Which he did.
âHey,â she called, standing up and waving so hard that her nénés bounced around in her bikini top like they were trying to escape. â Bienvenueâ welcome! Iâm Camille. And this is Merveille. Cute pussy!â
I was so embarrassed. She knew exactly what she was saying, itâs the same slang in French: chatte . Also, I hate that my full name is Merveille. No one calls me that. Iâm Mimi. My mum gave me that name because it means âwonderâ
and she said thatâs what my arrival into her life was: this unexpected but wonderful thing. But itâs also completely mortifying.
I sank down behind my book, but not so much that I couldnât still see him over the top of it.
The guy shielded his eyes. âThanks!â he called. He put up a hand, waved back. As he did I saw again that strip of skinbetween his T-shirt and jeans. âIâm Benâfriend of Nickâs? Iâm moving into the third floor.â
Camille turned to me. âWell,â she said, in an undertone. âI feel like this place has just got a lot more exciting.â She grinned. âMaybe I should introduce myself to him properly. Offer to look after the pussy if he goes away.â
I wouldnât be surprised if sheâs fucking him in a weekâs time, I thought to myself. It would hardly be a surprise. The surprising
thing was how much I hated the thought of it.
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Someoneâs knocking on the door to my apartment.
I creep down the hall, look through the peephole. Merde : itâs her: the woman from Benâs apartment.
I swallowâor try to. It feels like my tongue is stuck in my throat.
Itâs hard to think with this roaring in my ears. I know I donât have to open the door. This is my apartment, my space. But
the knock knock knock is incessant, beating against my skull until I feel like something in me is going to explode.
I grit my teeth and open the door, take a step back. The shock of her face, close up: I see him in her features, straightaway.
But sheâs small and her eyes are darker and thereâs something, I donât know, hungry about her which maybe was in him too but
he hid it better. Itâs like with her all the angles are sharper. With him it was all smoothness. Sheâs scruffy, too: jeans
and an old sweater with frayed cuffs, dark red hair scragged up on top of her head. Thatâs not like him either. Even in a
gray T-shirt on a hot day he looked kind of . . . pulled-together, you know? Like everything fit him just right.
âHi,â she says. She smiles but itâs not a real smile. âIâm Jess. Whatâs your name?â
âMâMimi.â My voice comes out as a rasp.
âMy brotherâBenâlives on the third floor. But heâs . . . well, heâs kind of disappeared on me. Do you know him at all?â
For a crazy moment I think about pretending I donât speak English. But thatâs stupid.
I shake my head. âNo. I didnât know himâdonât, I mean. My English, sorry, itâs not so good.â
I can feel her looking past me, like sheâs trying to see her way into my apartment. I move sideways, try to block her view.
So instead she looks at me, like sheâs trying to see into me : and thatâs worse.
âThis is your apartment?â she asks.
â Oui .â
âWow.â She widens her eyes. âNice work if you can get it. And itâs just you in here?â
âMy flatmate Camille and me.â
Sheâs trying to peer into the apartment again, looking over my shoulder.
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