engine underneath the lid.
“Well, that’s her problem. I can’t think of too many people who like looking at her, either, especially with that big ugly mole on her chin.” I stand back up. It hurts way too much to sit right now. Plus, while it’s nothing new, I still get agitated when I hear about people brushing Winky off, as if he were some kind of subhuman species. It’s not his fault that he can’t think as quickly as they do, or that his weird older brother who arrived with him ten years ago decided to leave to “pursue other avenues”—without his handicapped younger brother. Most people at Mount Blessing barely give Winky the time of day, and if they do, it’s usually because they’re complaining about something he didn’t do or scolding him for doing it wrong. I know they just take their cues from Emmanuel, whohas never bothered to have an actual conversation with Winky about anything, let alone acknowledged his presence. I know for a fact he’s never gotten a copy of The Saints’ Way, and while we’ve never talked about it, I’d bet my life he’s never seen the inside of the Regulation Room. I’m not sure he even knows it exists. Emmanuel would never waste his time trying to “retrain” someone like Winky, who is still “broken.” Winky’s just … here. Kind of like me.
“Wow, this garden is really coming along!” I put my hands on my hips and survey the neat rows of butterfly bushes we planted last night. “It’s gonna be huge this year!” This is the time of year when Winky’s butterfly garden, which he dug and planted all by himself ten years ago, begins to turn into a carpet of color. The pepper and butterfly bushes will bloom in just a few weeks, small pink, purple, and white flowers that will perfume the air with a wonderful lemony smell. By the end of May, most of the purple phlox, French marigolds, nasturtium, and verbena plants will have opened, and in June the rows of purple coneflowers, scarlet sage, and wild zinnias will take center stage.
Of course, the best part of the garden—and the reason Winky planted it in the first place—is the butterflies it attracts. Winky is obsessed with butterflies. He says that the healthiest environments are the ones that attract lots of butterflies. (Don’t think it’s any accident that Winky had to actually build a butterfly garden himself to get butterflies to come to Mount Blessing, but that’s beside the point.) At the height of summer, there will be hundreds, maybe even thousands, of winged visitors to his garden, each one hovering inside its favorite flower. Winky has planted specific flowers for specific butterflies andthey love him for it. At times the air seems to hum with the beating of paper-thin wings.
“I don’t know,” Winky says, twisting his head to look up at the sky. “ Farmers’ Almanac says it’s supposed to be a dry summer. It might not do so good this year.”
“Well, I’ll pray for rain.”
Winky snorts. “You? Pray?”
I kick at a loose clod of earth. “Hey, did you hear anything about Emmanuel buying a new car? A Mercedes?”
Winky nods. “I heard Beatrice talking about it. It’s for Veronica. Her birthday, I think.”
I shake my head. “It’s just unbelievable. It really is.”
“What, the car?”
“ Yeah , the car. And the TV and the stereo and the baby grand piano and all the rest of it. I mean, how stupid is everyone, just nodding and smiling whenever he brings some other ten-thousand-dollar toy into the place?”
“I think the Mercedes cost a little more than that,” Winky says.
“Well, whatever.” I reach down and scoop a handful of the dark earth into my palm. It is cool and dry against my skin. “Seriously, Wink, are we the only two people who think it’s just slight ly ludicrous that Emmanuel gets to be the exception to every single one of his rules? I mean, the man is a complete hypocrite! All the way through!” I lob a small stone into the distance. It arcs cleanly