You need a little rest.â
Rest ! Alisa managed a wry smile at Bellaâs innocent statement. Benitoâs eyes had been on her all morning. Unshaven, dressed in black jeans and a black T-shirt, he looked so sleek and brooding, so taut with tension she could feel the restless male energy that filled the room. Bed maybe on his agenda for her but sleeping certainly wasnât!
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It felt surreal having the front door opened for her. A butler she didnât recognize led her straight to the royal bedroom.
âAlberto is spending time with his wife,â Benito explained.
Bizarre, too, to sit shivering on the edge of his chaise lounge as Bianca ran her a long, hot bath.
âI thought she had been fired.â
âI had her reinstated.â Benito answered.
âYou seem to have taken on a lot of charity cases.â Alisaâs smile was tight.
âThere is much to put right.â
Alisa didnât dwell on his statement as she headed for the bathroom. Grateful to peel off the rags Bella had bought her to change into, she was not too tired to be mortified at her own reflectionâher hair was still stiff with lacquer from Saturdayâs ball, and her eyes were two black circles of exhaustion and old makeup.
The oiled, scented water was blissful on her tired, aching bodyâtoo soothing, though, Alisa thought wearily. She was nowhere near ready for the sexual marathon Benito clearly had in mind. She wished she could recapture the fervor that had gripped her on the boat, reminding herself over and over that, in a few moments, she would be in the arms of the man she loved.
Levering herself out of the bath and bypassing the vast bath sheet and robe that had carefully been laid out for her, she instead wrapped herself in a small towel. Combing her hair, squirting scent on her neck and bosom, Alisa took a deep breath and prayed that today her goods were, for Benito, good enough.
âThank you.â He was still standing where she had left him, his eyes looking somewhere over her shoulder as she crossed the room toward him. âThank you for taking such good care of Mariettaâ¦â Nervously she stood in front of him, wishing he would take the lead and take her in his arms, but knowing it was probably her turn to now. âFor taking such good care of me.â
On tiptoes, she pressed her lips to his, closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around his neck, wishing he would reciprocate, wishing he wouldnât make this so dammed hard. Drawing on ten minutesâ experience, she tried to duplicate their past kiss, her tongue probing his lips, trying to part his rigid mouth.
âStop!â His voice was sharp. Two hands grabbed at her wrists and pulled them down to her side. âThe guest room is being prepared, clothes are being bought for you now. Put on your robe, and I will summon the butler.â
âI donât understandâ¦â Alisa said. âI thought you wantedââ
âI donât want duty.â He was practically shouting, his hands on her shoulders literally shaking her with frustration. âThis is no way for a princeâs bride to behaveâ¦.â
âBride?â She laughed, actually laughed, at the impossibility of it.
âI told you I wanted to talk, I told youââ
âYou were going to ask me to be your wife?â
âWhat did you think I was going to ask?â He shook his head in exasperation. âI know I have been a selfish. I know I am spoiled and careless with people. I understand your doubt. All I can promise is that I will change, that I see now that I have ignored the true duties in being royal. I want you beside me, Alisa. I want you to show me what is wrong and rightâto make things better. I will move to Niroli if that is your concernâ¦I will arrange Mariettaâs care, Bellaâs surgeryâ¦â
She could scarcely take it in. Benito wasnât offering her his dregs. He