the baseball team as well. But why wouldâ
Dawn sat up and broke my train of thought. âLook, Lizzy,â she said. âYou know who did it. So do I. So does everybody else in Shadyside.â
Rachelâs eyes widened. âWho?â
âThe same madman who killed that girl from Waynesbridge and dragged her to the Fear Street woods,â answered Dawn. âAnd the girl over in Durham. Now, why would Lucas kill those girls? Did they dump him too?â
âI donât know,â I said. âMaybe he just wants to see himself on TV. He keeps a journal of strange deaths and murders, you know.â
Dawn rolled her eyes. âOh, he just thinks that makes him cool.â
I thought about this for a moment. I guess I was overreacting. The thought of Lucas actually killing Simone did seem incredible.
âMaybe youâre right,â I said.
We were driving by school now. All the lights were out. The building loomed in the twilight like an ancient and evil castle.
Greatânow even our school was scaring me.
I made a left at the light. Rachel turned to me, surprised.
âHey,â Dawn said from the backseat. âDivision Street is thataway.â
âI want to stop at Simoneâs,â I explained. âSee if thereâs any news.â
Dawn complained, but I insisted. A minute later I swung the car into the Perrysâ driveway and parked behind their big silver Lincoln. The porch light was on. I guess the Perrys were still praying that Simone would return.
Rachel went with me as I rang the doorbell. Dawn waited in the car.
Mr. Perry answered, more haggard than before. His white shirt and tie were rumpled, as if he had slept in his clothes, and a dayâs growth of beard darkened his face.
âNo kidnapper has called,â he told us sadly. He stared out over our heads at the car.
âItâs Dawn,â I explained.
He nodded. âListen,â he said, âI donât want to scare you, but at this point the police are considering it very serious. They say they could be dealing with the same man whoââ
He stopped. He couldnât bring himself to say the word killed. Instead, he said, âThe same man theyâre looking for about those other two girls.â
His eyes met mine. It was as if the life had gone out of them. He didnât even manage a slight smile. âGet home safe,â he told us and closed the door.
Back in the car Dawn read our faces. She didnât need to ask if there was any news.
As we drove on to the mall, Rachel said, âShe was the best actress, you know? Really gifted.â
âShe was one of the funniest people Iâve ever met,â I agreed.
âI canât believe the whole thing,â Rachel went on. âThat sheâs gone, you know? Thereâs like this big, gaping hole in my life where a friend used to be.â
I bit my lip. âItâs true what they say. You end up wishing you had said all these things to her, before.â
âLike âI love you,âââ Rachel agreed.
âOh, barf!â was Dawnâs response.
âWhat?â I took my eyes off the road to glare at her in the rearview mirror.
âYou heard me. Iâm throwing up back here.â
I could feel the anger rising in my throat. âHow can you be so insensitive?â
âLook,â Dawn said. âWhat happened to Simone is a tragedy. Iâm as sorry as you guys are. But letâs not exaggerate. Simone was never my best friend. And if you guys are honest with yourselves, youâll admit she wasnât your best friend, either. She was incredibly self-centered. I mean, can you name one single thing she ever did for either of you?â
âJust shut up, will you?â I stepped on the gas. I could feel the back of my neck getting hot.
I was driving about twenty miles an hour over the speed limit. We rode in silence for several miles.
âLookââ