hair, smoothed neatly back, would be filled with waves when she let it down at night, and her oval face was as serene as if she hadnât a thing in the world to worry about.
Isaacâs train of thought stumbled. Why would she worry? But he knew she did, about Joseph, about the boys, about him, most likely. She wanted everyone to be happy, and sometimes that must seem like an impossible task.
âA fine meal, Isaac.â Onkel Simon clapped him on the back. He was followed by his oldest boy, Lige, a few years older than Isaac himself. He and Lige were nearly as close as brothers, as much time as theyâd spent together growing up.
âYouâd best tell Judith that,â he said. âI didnât do much except see that the boys set up chairs. She always makes a fuss over birthdays.â
âAll women do, ainât so?â Lige said. âYou should have heard the fuss about it when our James turned sixteen. Youâd think no one had ever had a rumspringa before.â
âRumspringa means letting go of the reins a bit,â Onkel Simon pointed out. âNo mammi ever thinks itâs time for letting her chicks out of her sight.â
Isaacâs throat clenched. His mother hadnât been there to see what happened after he turned sixteen, because that was the night she died.
âMammi might have been right at that.â Lige leaned against the fence post, tilting his hat to shield his eyes from the setting sun. Lige had his fatherâs lean face and blue eyes, but his reddishbrown hair came from his mother. âThat boy hasnât given us a momentâs peace lately. If itâs not one thing, itâs another.â
âLike you didnât do any such thing when you were his age,â Isaac said. âSeems to me I remember a boy who about drove his mamm crazy because his haircut wasnât as stylish as he wanted it to be.â
Lige grinned. âI guess. But at least I wasnât asking for a cell phone.â
âOnly because they didnât have them back then,â Isaac retorted.
âAch, itâs natural enough for a teenage boy,â Onkel Simon said. âSeems to me every teenager I see is talking away on one of those things.â
âThatâs exactly why I donât want him to have one. Of course he says that every single kid in his rumspringa gang has one except him.â Lige sounded as if his son was giving him as hard a time as heâd once given Onkel Simon.
âHeâll settle down when heâs ready to join the church.â Isaac wasnât sure how comforting that was, with five or six years, most likely, before young James came to that point. âWe all did.â
âYou just wait until Joseph is ready to start his rumspringa,â Lige warned. âHeâs fourteen already, and the years fly by fast. One minute theyâre sitting on your knee and the next you have to look up to talk to them. Remember how you felt at that ageââ
Lige stopped abruptly, as if realizing a moment too late that he was on rocky territory.
Isaac felt his face freeze as he sought for words. âI should go helpââ
Onkel Simon put a firm hand on his arm. âLige didnât mean anything.â
âI know.â He made as if to pull his arm away, but his uncle didnât seem to be finished yet.
âYou have a new home now.â Onkel Simon nodded toward the farmhouse. âA happy home, and it was built on the foundation of the home that used to be there. Thatâs a wonderful gut way to use the past, Isaac. Not to forget, not to cling to. But to make a foundation for whatâs to come.â
Onkel Simon meant well. Isaac knew it. But he also knew he couldnât talk about it, especially not today of all days.
âDenke.â He pulled free without looking at his uncleâs weathered face. âI must say good-bye to Judithâs grandmother. I see theyâre almost