in his hands? she asked herself. Did she need to do more?
Yes, she did. Joan was not Rogerâs only potential victim. If something happened to Linden herself, Jeremiah would be lost. He was entirely dependent on her.
The simple thought of him made her glance out the window at her car. She felt a sudden yearning to forget Joan and go to him; make sure that he was all rightâ
Sandy would have called if he were not.
Roger did not know he existed.
Her hands trembled slightly as she dialed Megan Romanâs number.
Megan had been Thomas Covenantâs lawyer, and then his estateâs, for more than twenty years. During much of that time, her diligenceâas she freely admittedâhad been inspired by shame. His leprosy had disturbed her deeply. She had felt toward him a plain, primitive, almost cellular terror; an innominate conviction that his disease was a contagion which would spread through the county as it would through her own flesh, like wildfire.
But she was a lawyer, a thinking woman, dismayed by her own irrationality. While he had lived, she had waged a running battle with her alarm, continuing to work for him because she was ashamed of herself. And after his death she had become a staunch and vocal advocate for the kind of tolerance and social responsibility which had eluded her during his life. The bloody events that had brought about his murder should not have been allowed to happen. Like Julius Berenford, she had made a personal crusade out of trying to ensure that they never happened again.
Linden considered Megan Roman one of her few friends. Certainly Megan had always given Linden her assistance unstintingly. After Jeremiahâs maiming by his stricken mother, and his troubled history in the countyâs various foster facilities, his adoption had posed a legal tangle that Linden could not have unsnarled for herself.
While she waited for Meganâs receptionist to put her call through, Linden had time to wonder why Megan had not already contacted her about Roger Covenant. As his fatherâs executor, she must have been dealing with him for years.
âLinden.â Megan had a professionally hearty phone manner that Linden disliked. It sounded false to her. âThis is an unexpected pleasure. What can I do you out of?â
Vexed in spite of herself, Linden responded bluntly, âWhy didnât you warn me about Roger Covenant?â
At once, Megan changed her tone. âOh, God. What has he done?â
âYou first,â Linden insisted. She needed a moment to absorb Meganâs immediate assumption that Roger had done something. âWhy didnât you warn me?â
âWell, shit, Linden,â Megan muttered uncomfortably. âWill you believe that it wasnât any of your business? Heâs a client. Iâm not supposed to talk about him.â
âSure,â Linden conceded. âBut thatâs not the only reason you didnât tell me.â
Clearly Megan distrusted himâ
The lawyer hesitated, then asked, âWill you believe that I just didnât think of it?â
âNo. That I wonât believe. Iâve known you too long.â
âWell, shit,â Megan repeated. âWhat good is having friends if they know you too well to believe you?
âAll right, all right,â she went on as if Linden had objected. âI didnât tell you becauseââshe faltered momentarilyââwell, because I was trying to spare you. I know, youâre a big girl, you can take care of yourself. But heâs Thomas Covenantâs son, for Godâs sake. That means something to you, something I donât understand.â
Deliberately Linden bit at her sore lip. That smaller pain steadied her.
âYou donât talk about it,â Megan said more harshly. âYou hardly knew him. Youâve always said you just wanted to help him with Joan. But whenever I ask you about it, you donât really answer my