The Same Sky by Amanda Eyre Ward Read Free Book Online Page A

family and into the city. I had not heard from her in months.)
    Humberto’s brother, Milton, had tried to get to America the year before. He had told us that he would go to Arizona, where the crossing was easiest because there were fewer immigration officials. Obviously, none of us knew how to get to El Norte, not really. We had heard things. We had seen things. Some of us had relatives in America (like me). Some had money for coyotes . Some paid coyotes and were caught by la migra anyway. Some people did not want to leave, the old or secure, but many of us dreamed of escape, of money and food and a complete family.
    But back to Humberto’s brother, Milton. He set off at dawn with a dozen water jugs and three pairs of pants and three shirts on. All his money was in his underwear. Iwatched him go. He didn’t say goodbye to me, and why would he? He was seventeen. He could spend his life in the dump or he could try to reach El Norte.
    Milton was gone for two weeks before he was caught and brought back to Tegu in a small van. He’d never even made it past Guatemala. Police had raided a park where he was sleeping, gathering his strength for the journey through the Guatemalan jungle to Mexico.
    Getting into Mexico, Milton told us, was the most important thing. Once you made it into Mexico, you could pretend you were Mexican and they would only deport you back to southern Mexico. All your trouble would not be for nothing. But if you were caught in Honduras or Guatemala, you would start all over. Milton was discouraged, but a week in the dump convinced him to try again. This time he was gone for almost a month. He came back skinny and with many stories. People fell and were crushed by the Train of Death, he told us. Gangs lay waiting to kill you, to steal your clothes. Still, the gleam in his eye told the truth: he was gone again three days later, leaving his pregnant girlfriend in tears. Two weeks later, he was returned to us—dropped off in the city again.
    This time he started with the glue. You can get a baby-food container with glue at any store, and breathing it takes away pain. The Resistol is cheap, but eventually people will rob their own grandmother to obtain it. I have never seen anyone stop using glue once they have begun. Never. Not once.
    Humberto and I made a pact when we were young. We saw the yellow-mouthed zombies that replaced our friends,and one night Humberto cut a line down the center of his palm with a broken Fanta bottle and made me do the same. We pressed our bloody hands together and promised each other we would never sniff Resistol. I have kept my promise.
    But back to Milton. He stayed in the village until his girlfriend gave birth, and when the baby was a few months old, he left again. Milton was gone for months this time. We assumed he had made it. His girlfriend waited for news, money, maybe even clothes for their baby girl.
    Instead, Humberto answered the door one morning and a social worker told him Milton was dead. His bones had been found in the desert outside Tijuana. He had almost made it to California. His remains were returned and we held a funeral. In the front pew, Milton’s girlfriend held his daughter, Aylyn. Neither cried, but Humberto’s eyes grew wet when he placed his hand on his brother’s coffin.
    One night, walking home from the dump, I told Humberto that I was worried about Junior. I did not know what he was up to all day, but I knew he no longer stayed at home, where he was safe. Humberto told me he would think carefully about how to help Junior. (He was already helping his elderly mother and his brother’s girlfriend and daughter. To be clear: he was feeding four people by gathering garbage.)
    I think Humberto felt it was selfish to go. It was true that most of the ones who left were the braggarts, the mostmacho boys. My own mother had made it, but she had gone with a coyote . The thousands of U.S. dollars a coyote would cost (three thousand for a male coyote; six or more