tobacco. Benâs cheeks caved in as he drew on the stem.
âThanks,â he said.
âYou donât smoke, John?â Crudder said.
âNever picked up the habit.â
The other men laughed.
âYou donât know what youâre missing,â Mead said.
âYeah,â Ward said, âa sore throat, a morning cough, a bad taste in your mouth.â
All of the man laughed.
âIt all goes away with a swaller of whiskey,â Mead said, and the men laughed again.
âWe got us a kind of storehouse over yonder,â Crudder said, pointing to one of the adobe dwellings. âYou get yourself some candles and pick out an adobe to sleep in tonight.
âThey can bunk with me,â Ward said. âIâve got candles, plenty of room to lay out their bedrolls.â
âAll right,â Crudder said. âIf they can stomach your snoring, Jake.â
More laughter from the group.
âI donât snore,â Jake said. âThose are rats you heard.â
âRats donât sleep at night,â Mead said. âTheyâre too busy gnawing at my nuts.â
The men laughed some more.
John thought they were pretty much at ease in the dark canyon with its brooding walls and total isolation. They didnât act like outlaws, but maybe that was because none of them possessed a conscience. Like Hobartâs men. He couldnât understand how such men could live happy lives, always on the run, always looking over their shoulders. No jobs, no homes. Maybe the life appealed to certain kinds of men, but not to him. He wanted to get rid of Hobart and hang his gunbelt on a wooden peg and grab a pair of plow handles, turn the earth, and plant seeds. Maybe find a nice girl, marry her, and raise cattle and corn and such. He wasnât much better off than these owlhoots right now, he thought. He was on the run, too, homeless, rootless, chasing a murdering man who had caused him so much grief.
At the moment, he thought, he was no better than any of the men around him. He just had a different purpose in life, that was all. But maybe he wasnât any better than they. He wanted to kill a man, rob him of his life. The line between him and the outlaws wasnât so thick after all. In fact, it was as thin as a reed.
âWell, Iâm going to turn in,â Crudder said, dropping the last of his cigarette to the ground. He pressed it flat with the heel of his boot and started walking toward one of the dark adobes.
âGood night, Cruddy,â Mead said.
âYeah, good night,â the others chorused.
âCome on, John and Ben,â Ward said. âWeâll get your bedrolls and get us some shut-eye.â
The group broke up. Horky and Mead slept in the hogan where the cook fire basked, keeping the fire alive during the night. John and Ben carried their bedrolls to Wardâs adobe. He lit candles and they found places to sleep.
Jake lit three candles, handed one each to Ben and John.
âWe wonât talk tonight,â Jake said. âOur voices carry too much in this canyon. See you in the morning.â
âGood night, Jake,â John said.
âGood night,â Ben said.
âI wouldnât try to run off if I were you,â Ward said. âFor all his joviality tonight, Crudder would kill you as soon as look at you.â
âWeâre not going anywhere,â John said.
âYou wouldnât get far.â
âI know.â
âAnd one more piece of advice, John. Donât take your boots off tonight. I killed a bark scorpion yesterday morning in here. Shake out your bedroll in the morning and check it tomorrow night if weâre still here. The little buggers like to hide in blankets, boots, and dark places.â
âThanks, Jake,â John said. âI never saw a scorpion before. Did you, Ben?â
âYeah, back in Missouri. Little bitty things. They got a stinger on their tails.â
âTheyâre as