has just arrived, my lord. He said I wasnât to disturb you but one simply doesnât disregard His Lordshipâs presence, you know.â
âThat is certainly true. To ask Tony to remain in a quiet corner to await someoneâs pleasure would never do. Iâll come directly. I wonder what His Lordship wants? Surely not to press me about marriage.â
âProbably not, my lord. If I may speak plainly, His Lordship looks a bit downpin, a bit tight about the mouth. Perhaps ill, although not of the body, you understand, but of the spirit. Were I to hazard a guess, knowing His Lordshipâs penchants, I dare say it would involve the fair sex.â He looked off into the distance, adding, âIt usually does, regardless of penchants.â
âDamnation,â said Douglas, rising from his desk. âIâll see him.â He stared down again at the two letters. The messenger could wait a bit longer. He had to think, had to weigh all the alternatives open to him, he had to have more time. Besides, Anthony Colin St. John Parrish, Viscount Rathmore, was the son of his motherâs first cousin, and a favorite of his. It had been six months since theyâd been in each otherâs company.
His first view of his cousin did not gladden his heart. He looked depressed as the devil, just as Hollis had said. Douglas strode into the small estate room, closed the door firmly behind him, and locked it. âAll right, Tony,â he said without preamble, âout with it. What is wrong?â
Tony Parrish, Viscount Rathmore, turned about from his perusal of nothing in particular outside the window to look at his cousin. He straightened his shoulders automatically and tried for a smile. It wasnât much of a smile, but Douglas appreciated the effort, and repeated mildly, âTell me, Tony. Whatâs happened?â
âHollis, I gather?â
âYes. Tell me.â
âThat man should have been a bloody priest.â
âOh no, itâs just that he isnât blind. Also heâs rather fond of you. Now, talk to me, Tony.â
âAll right, curse you, if you must know, I am no longer engaged. I am now without a fiancée. I have been betrayed. I am alone and adrift. I am here.â
Was Hollis never wrong? Still, Douglas was incredulous. âYou mean to say that Teresa Carleton broke it off?â
âOf course she didnât. Donât be a simpleton. No, I did. I found out she was sleeping with one of my friends. Friend, ha! The bloody sod! Can you believe it, Douglas? The woman was to marry meâ me! âshe was to be my bloody wife. I had selected her with great care, I had nurtured her as I would the most precious of blossoms, treated her with consideration and respect, never doing much of anything except kissing her and not even with my mouth open, mind you, and all along she was actually one of my friendâs mistresses. It is impossible to believe, Douglas, it is intolerable.â
âIt isnât as if she were a virgin to begin with, Tony,â Douglas said mildly. âSheâs a widow, after all. I dare say youâve continued sleeping with your lovers and I doubt not that some of them are friends of Teresaâs.â
âThatâs not the point, and you know it, damn you!â
âPerhaps not to you, butââ Douglas broke off. âIt is over then? Youâre a free man now? Have you really broken the engagement or are you here to lick your wounds and consider your unanchored state?â
âYes, Iâve broken it off, and I would like to kill the woman for her perfidy! Cuckolding me! Me, Douglas!â
âYou werenât yet wed to the lady, Tony.â
âThe principle remains the same. I cannot take it in, Douglas, I can scarce convince my mind that it has really happened. How could a woman do such a thing to me?â
His cousin, Douglas thought, held a very good opinion of himself, and truth be