wall, smiling shyly into the camera. Oliverâs languid, drowsy-eyed smile. It had been taken on his birthday. August. He wore denim shorts and a blue T-shirt with âSurfer Dudeâ printed across the front.
The man had to pull it before he got it from her hand.
âHave you got a copy of this?â he asked.
âNo.â
âSorry.â His voice was kind. He looked like a father himself; shaggy and rumpled, as if people had been climbing on him. âWe do need to take it. Put your name and address on it. Weâll do our best to get it back to you.â
âWhat should I do?â Emma asked Lindsay. âI feel like I should be doing something. Looking for him. Not just sitting here.â
âYou need to stay by the phone,â Lindsay said. âIf anyone tries to ring. You know, for a ransom or something.â
âA ransom.â She had to be joking.
âYou never know,â Lindsay said.
âBut they donât know where I live. They donât have my number.â
Lindsay repeated: âYou just never know.â
She made some hot, sweet tea and tried to persuade Emma to drink it.
âI canât.â Emma held the tea in her mouth for a moment, then spat it into the sink. âIt wonât go down.â
âYou should have something, Emma. Something with sugar in it. Youâre as white as a sheet. Youâll be no good to Ritchie if you fall sick.â
But she was shivering too much, and her throat just wouldnât swallow.
âIsnât there anyone we can phone?â Lindsay asked. âA friend, or a neighbor, even? Someone whoâd come and stay with you tonight?â
âI donât need anyone with me.â Emma shook her head. âThe only thing I need now is for you to find Ritchie.â
A large man with dark hair and a moustache loomed in front of the couch.
âDetective Inspector Ian Hill,â he said, holding out his hand. âSenior investigating officer, in charge of the case.â
Detective Inspector Hill looked exactly as Emma had always imagined a proper police detective should look: tall, with huge, bulky shoulders and a belted, tan-colored coat. She grabbed his hand between both of hers, holding it in a tight grip, as if to stop him from getting away.
âPromise me,â she implored him. âPromise me youâll find him. Promise me youâll get him back.â
Detective Hill scratched at his moustache and said: âWeâll do our best, Ms. Turner.â He tugged, very slightly, at the hand Emma held.
âIn the meantime,â he said, âif I could just ask you a few questions.â
It was all so mundane. So ordinary. They might have been discussing the theft of a bicycle. The calmness of it disorientated Emma, so that she sat there at first and answered all of Detective Hillâs questions in a quiet and rational way. Then Detective Hill said: âNow can you tell us about the moment you noticed your son was missing?â That was when the reality of it hit her all over again. She thought: âThis is me , this is happening to me .My son is missing! â Her throat closed. Her lungs swelled; her chest wasnât big enough to hold them. This was not happening. She could not be here. She fought not to get up and thrash her way out of the room. They had to stop the interview while Lindsay sat her back in her chair and made her put her head between her knees.
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Detective Inspector Hill wanted to know everything about Ritchie. He asked for Emmaâs permission to view Ritchieâs medical records from the GP.
âAre you sure youâd never seen the woman at the tube station before?â he asked. âDid anyone strange call to your flat recently? Approach you or Ritchie in the street? Follow you when you were out and about?â
Emma had recovered enough to answer all of these quite definitely. No one had followed her. No one had
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