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sounds like the dullest book ever written.” As did a book simply titled Justice that weighed about as much as one might expect so portentously titled a book to weigh.
    In the end I opened a large but not terribly thick book with a magnificently embossed blue leather cover.
    â€œIsthil,” I read aloud.
    Messenger had taken me to Shamanvold, that awe-inspiring pit where the names of all Messengers are inscribed alongside bas-reliefs of the Heptarchy, the Seven Gods, of which Isthil was one.
    I opened the book and read.
    In the beginning was the void.
    Into the void came existence.
    But existence was precarious,
    Suspended above the void,
    Surrounded by the void.
    A guppy at the shark’s mouth.
    A feather floating before the waterfall.
    A pebble wobbling at the lip of a bottomless pit.

    Ours is not the first existence.
    Existence has occurred before.
    And existence has failed.
    It has fallen into the shark’s teeth.
    It has been swept down into the rushing water.
    It has tipped and fallen into the pit.
    Existence blinks into being,
    And in a blink is gone.
    â€œWell, that’s cheerful,” I muttered to the fireplace.
    Into existence came the Seven.
    Summoned by the will of existence itself.
    Summoned to serve existence.
    Summoned to ensure that this time,
    Existence should not fail.
    Summoned to maintain the balance,
    Of the guppy, the feather, and the pebble.
    Summoned to extend the length of that blink.
    And thus was Isthil born . . .
    I read on, skimming past the long origin story, looking for the passage Messenger had quoted. And there, at last, amid a series of homilies and parables, I found it, though Messenger had slightly misquoted.
    â€œThe fool says, ‘I never intended to kill, I meant only to wound.’ But I tell you that if you prick a finger with a poisoned thorn you may not claim innocence when the heart dies. Do not plant a weed and pretend surprise when it grows to strangle your garden. For, I tell you that to hate is to kill, for from hatred grows death as surely as life grows from love. Therefore do not nurture hatred, but love, even for those who hate you in return. Hatred wins many battles, and yet will love triumph.”
    The message came from a strange god, not my God, but it was no different than the lesson of my own faith, and perhaps many other faiths as well. Whatever Isthil really was, divine or mortal, god or pretender, I thought her words wise.
    I decided I must read further, but the warmth of the fire and the lingering horror of seeing children shot down as I watched helplessly took their toll.
    I did not dream of Isthil or of the balance of the world. I dreamed of places I had known, and people: a mother. A father now lying in his honored grave. Teachers. Friends. All of them in my dream seem to be on the other side of a pane of thick glass. I could hear their voices only as unintelligible murmurs. I saw their faces, but distorted by distance and the eternal yellow mist that in some way separated me from ordinary life.
    And then, yes, I dreamed of Messenger. I saw him in my mind without his long black coat. Without the symbols of his office, the ring of horror and the ring of Isthil.
    To my unfettered subconscious imagination he was the boy he was before becoming the Messenger of Fear, or at least how I imagined he must have been. Tall and beautiful as he was still, but sitting on a rock at the edge of the ocean, laughing as waves sent cold, salt spray to dampen his chest and shoulders, and the rope-gathered linen pants I had dressed him in.
    Yes, I looked with more than casual interest at hischest and shoulders, at his long black hair as it blew behind him, at his compassionate eyes. Yes, Oriax, I confess.
    But even in my dream I knew it was false, for I knew that Messenger’s body was covered in the tattoo-vivant marks of the horrors he had seen and made to happen.
    I did not, in my dream, look at the single such terrible decoration that now marked my own