that.
He enjoyed good health and business success, so heâd never needed to take life too seriously. But bless her heart, Sadie hadnât been given that choice.
As heâd told her, she was a sweetheart. Petite and shy and loving. Determined and smart, but so withdrawn. He wanted to bring her out of her shell. He wanted to watch her laugh.
He wanted to get her naked and feel her softnesseverywhere, and he wanted to hear her scream with a mind-blowing orgasm.
Yeah, he wanted that most of all.
âBuck?â Her voice was tentative, confused.
He sniffed his way up to her ear, brushed his nose across the downy hair at her temple. âYeah?â he whispered, feeling more aroused by the second.
She cleared her throat, very stiff and still. âWhat are you doing?â
âSmelling you.â He leaned back to see her face. âYou smell good enough to eat.â
A rush of scarlet filled her cheeks. âI, uhâ¦â
âI donât mean right this second. Weâll save that for later.â
She looked ready to faint, prompting him to chuckle. He fingered the high neckline of her cardigan. âArenât you too warm in this?â
âNo.â She clutched the neck together in a protective gesture.
âYou sure?â Slowly, using the same care heâd shown with Tish, Buck pried her fingers loose. âItâs comfortable in here, Sadie.â Her top two buttons were undone, so he let his fingers drop to the third button, right above her breasts. It slid free. âIâm only wearing a towel and Iâm not cold.â Just the opposite, in fact.
Her eyes were wide and slightly dazed, her breath low and uneven.
When he finished undoing all the buttons, heurged her to her feet and carefully pried the sweater off her shoulders. She was so fine-boned and fragile, he took extra care with her. Standing by her made him feel like a great ox.
She stared at him with wary apprehension and what he could have sworn was hopefulness.
He dropped her sweater over the back of her chair. âOkay?â
Practically panting, she licked her lips, blinked twice and nodded. Her breasts rose and fell beneath the pink blouse.
So damn sweet. He cupped her face. âCan I ask you something really personal?â
She stared at his mouth. âWhat?â
âWhen was the last time someone kissed you silly?â He waited, wondering if itâd been a week, a month, or longer. She seemed very unsure of herself and what he had planned.
On stiff legs, Sadie took a tiny step closer to him, then another. With incredible caution, she lifted her hands and let them touch his chest. Her fingers spread out, tangling in his chest hair, while her thumbs rubbed small inquisitive circles on his skin.
It drove him wild.
With her attention on her hands, all he could see was the top of her head. âLook at me, Sadie.â
She did, tipping her head way back. Her lips parted.
âAnswer my question.â
Her expression was shy, embarrassed, resigned. She lifted one delicate shoulder and sighed out her reply, âNever.â
âNever?â Disbelief made his voice sharper than heâd intended.
She shook her head and admitted with a grimace, âIâve never dated. Never had a boyfriend. Neverâ¦done any of that stuff.â
Conflicting emotions raged through Buck. Tenderness was at the forefront, so strong it nearly choked him. Damn, but he wanted to pull her onto his lap and cherish her.
Lust ran a close second. He was only a man, and knowing that no one had done anything with her before him turned him on. Heâd be her first in every way, and there were so many things he could show her, teach her, let her experience.
Pity was there, too, because no woman should have been so ignored. He wished like hell that heâd forced his way over sooner, instead of letting her remain alone for so long. Heâd stupidly wasted three months.
Behind everything