did not fancy seeing her go off into the servantsâ quarters. So with Parish tugging and panting and wanting to stop and snuffle where he chose we walked down through the narrow cobbled streets with the smell of fish and tar and damp rope in our nostrils, keeping an eye on the scurrying clouds, and so almost bumped into my secret lover.
I had only seen him four times but always he was well-dressed in a raffish way. Blue denim trousers over darker blue waterproof shoes, and a high collared almost naval jacket with brass buttons, a tasselled hat which he pulled off as soon as he saw me.
âMinisters of Grace! I was just thinking of you, Miss Emma! This very moment I was thinking of you and up you pop like a cork out of a bottle and nearly hole me below the waterline!â
To my annoyance I had flushed and my tongue would utter nothing at all.
âAnd Fetch. Good afternoon, Fetch.â
âGood afânoon, sur.â
âI hope your mistress is well?â
âThank âee, yes, sur. I bâlieve so.â
âAnd mongrel. A well-bred mongrel, Iâll be bound. What is his name?â
âParish.â
âWhat strange names you have at Place! Well, Parish, boy, good day to you too.â Rather to my annoyance Parish made a great fuss of him, so there was a lot of patting and snuffling and tugging at my lead for the next minute or so.
âAre you returning home?â he asked me eventually, looking me up and down with his mischievous, urchin eyes.
âYes.â
âAnd youâre walking? May I accompany you?â
âWeâre crossing at Polvarth.â
âThis far and no farther, eh? Iâm content.â
He fell in beside us and with an authority which further annoyed me, waved Fetch to take the dogâs lead and to fall a few paces behind.
âYouâve grown ,â he said. âAnd so much fined off. Is that the expression? Youâre now a beautiful girl with a flawed face.â
I said angrily: âSo what other discourteous remarks do you wish to make?â
âNot discourteous,â he said judicially. â Personal, yes. But such comments show interest, not disinterest.â
âDo you suppose I care?â
âWell ⦠any woman would. Find me a girl of any class, from the highest to the lowest who does not care to be thought beautiful.â
âYou did not say that. Nor could you.â
âOh, could I not! Challenge me if you dare!â
We left the last cottage behind and walked down the dusty country lane. A few wild flowers were colouring the hedges.
He said: âThis is much like the day I first met you.â When I glanced at him, he said: â Well, cloud and rain and a fresh breeze. It would be agreeable sailing in the Roads today.â He was carrying a stick with a round bone handle, and he flicked at a waving bramble. âI was impressed.â
âImpressed?â
âBy the way you handled my little cutter. Or James Biggsâs little cutter, to be precise. You can tell a lady of quality by the way she trims her sails.â
My anger half turned to laughter but I did not show either. My heart was thumping like one of Mr Brunelâs steam engines. Here this man was, walking down the lane, pretending to flirt with me.
What was behind it? Did he think that by cultivating Tamsinâs sister he would have a friend at court? I had thought that before, when he had asked me to give her a message. But I had not given it to her, and when they met she must have told him this. Or was it just that he was so predatory a male that he could not resist teasing and flirting with any woman, however disfigured?
He laughed, showing the uneven white teeth against the olive skin.
âWhat is it?â
âThe expression on your face, Emma. You canât make head or tail of me, can you?â
âCertainly not head.â
âWitty as usual. Is it a devilâs tail or a foxâs tail