and he did. After that he always brought a glass of ice water.â
âYou just left it on the piano when you were finished?â
Carrie looked shocked. âI never had it on the piano. He started to put it there the first time, and I told him not to do that. You donât put a glass on the piano. He brought a little table over, and thatâs where the water was.â
âYou always left it there after playing?â
She nodded. âYes.â
âWhat did you do on your breaks? Where did you go then?â
âBack to the dressing room to hang out. Like I said, I get sweaty. I wash my face and put on fresh makeup usually. Probably I did that night. I donât remember.â
âYou didnât walk outside for some fresh air, anything like that?â
âNo. I usually did some stretches maybe, just relaxed.â
Barbara nodded. âYou had seven hundred dollars when they arrested you, and you had put two new tires on your car that last week. Where did that money come from?â
âMy tips. I was making more money than Iâd ever made before. I need two more tires. I was going to get them the next week, and still have enough for my share of the rent and food.â
Impressed, Barbara asked, âHow much were you making in tips?â
âAbout a hundred or hundred fifty a night. Once it was two hundred. I worked three nights a week. My car needs a tune-up. I figured a few more weeks and the tires would be good, and Iâd get a tune-up, a few clothes and then move on probably.â
âWhy, Carrie? You were doing so well, why move on?â
She had been open, talking freely without hesitation, now she closed, and that tightness appeared around her mouth.After a moment, she shrugged. âI donât know why. I just donât like to stay in one place long. I like to keep moving.â
âMaybe weâll have coffee now,â Barbara said, rising. âWould you rather have something else?â
âCoffeeâs okay.â
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Later, talking about her life as a wanderer, Carrie said, âI slept in the car pretty often, sometimes at the rest stops on the interstates. No one bugs you if you look like a tourist, and I guess I did. And when I got a job, I usually could find a pretty cheap room somewhere. It wasnât too bad.â
âWere you ever in trouble in any of those cities? You know the district attorney will probe, just in case, and if you were thereâs a record of it.â
Carrie shook her head. âI was told to move on a few times, thatâs about it. No speeding tickets, nothing. I wasnât looking for trouble.â
âWhat were you looking for?â
She drained her coffee cup and set it down. âNothing. I wasnât looking for anything.â
âOkay. Did you remember what Wenzel said to you that last night? You said he was talking crazy.â
âHe called me a bitch and a slut, and said Iâd find out it didnât pay to try to play games with him, to fuck him over.â She shrugged. âCrazy talk. I wasnât trying to play games with him. I was trying to keep out of his way.â
Soon after that Barbara stood up. âItâs after twelve. Iâve kept you long enough. Thanks, Carrie.â
âJust one thing,â Carrie said. âYou told me some people said they saw me going into his room. Itâs a lie. Why would they lie about it? What for?â
âI donât know. Weâre looking into them.â
Carrie got up then, but still hesitated. âIt looks bad for me, doesnât it? I donât even have a character witness.â
âIt usually looks bad at this stage,â Barbara said. âRemember, I havenât even started to poke around in Joe Wenzelâs past. He might have had a hundred enemies. If he did, weâll find them and go on from there.â
As if she had not heard Barbaraâs words, Carrie said, âThey charged