say. âBut I just couldnât stand the shame. I guess Iâm a coward.â
âNo, youâre not,â he says. âDo you think you can be as honest with Yolanda as you just were with me?â
âDo you think she would listen?â I say.
âWell,â says Mr. Jefferson, âthereâs only one way to find out.â
âYou mean I should go talk to her right now?â
âThatâs just what I mean. If youâre serious about her, that is. If not, then donât bother.â
âI just thought that after what happened yesterdayââ
âYesterday you told her half the truth,â Mr. Jefferson interrupts. âWhat you need to do is tell her the whole truth.â
I nod.
âYouâre right,â I say.
âWell?â
âIs Yolanda at work right now?â
âYes, she is.â
âYou want to walk with me?â I ask him.
âSure, Walter, Iâll come along,â he says. âIâm dying to see how this turns out.â
âSo are we!â says one of my new employees. Iâd forgotten about them. I turn and face them.
âSorry, folks, this is some personal business,â I say. âMeet me back here tomorrow morning to collect the rest of your pay. And Iâll have more work for those interested.â
âGood luck, Walter!â says a big guy with red hair. âHope you work it out with her!â
âYeah, good luck!â says everyone else. âLet us know what happens!â
âThanks,â I say.
Then Parnell and I head for the postal center. Itâs time to make things right for real.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
M r. Jefferson says heâll wait outside while I go in. He doesnât want to interfere. So I head into the postal center by
myself.
Yolanda is standing behind the counter. Sheâs got a pile of rubber bands in front of her. Sheâs sorting them according to color. Thereâs nobody in line. Itâs just me and her. When she sees me, she stiffens up. A look comes over her face that tells me this is not going to be easy. Well, I didnât think it would be.
I walk up to the counter. She says nothing. She doesnât even look up. She just keeps sorting rubber bands.
âHi,â I say.
âWas there something I could help you with, sir?â she says.
âSo itâs like that?â I say.
âYeah, itâs like that,â she says. âIf thereâs nothing you need, Iâm very busy right now.â
âYolanda, thereâs something else I have to tell you. I didnât give you the whole story yesterday.â
She stops sorting the rubber bands and looks up at me.
âOh, so you were lying?â
âNo, I wasnât lying. I wouldnât do that to you.â
âHow do I know that? You stood me up with no trouble. Maybe you can lie just as easily.â
Oh, boy. This is not going well. I canât believe how nervous I am. My palms are sweaty. I wipe them on my blue jumpsuit.
âWell?â she says. âWhatâs this big thing you have to tell me? I donât have all day. These rubber bands are not going to organize themselves.â
âYolanda, the truth is, Iâm homeless,â I say. âAnd itâs really embarrassing. So I didnât want you to know. I was afraid you wouldnât want to see me again. I stood you up because my life got turned upside down. Just when I thought Iâd lost everything, I lost even more. When my car got towed, it meant I had to go back to the homeless shelter. I had no money. No job. No hope either. And I didnât want you to know how bad things were with me. I guess I was afraid. Iâm sorry I didnât tell you the whole story. But now you know.â
âI already knew you were homeless, Walter,â says Yolanda.
I canât believe what I just heard. I stare at her, my jaw hanging open.
âWhat did you say?â I ask.
âOh,
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