passionately.His tongue and his lips felt so good.
He pulled away and said, âThere is no more sharing. I want it to be only you. Can we try?â
âDo you really like me that much?â I asked, and he nodded. âWhy?â
He held me so close, and it felt so right. My heart started racing when he said, âJust because.â
5
GUT
â I canât seem to shake the thought of you, Malloy. And I wish I could tell you in person how my dream went that had you in it,â Kade said into the receiver.
âOh, see, now you are a hot mess,â I said to the phone, as I rolled around in my covers, wishing he were beside me.
Weâd been dating for a couple weeks, and most of it had been over the phone because of his intense football scheduleand the start of school for me. But I was getting to know him pretty well. Although he had told me several times how special I was to him, I never said it back, and I had a feeling I was starting to fall hard for him. I would be devastated if he hurt me again.
âOkay, so youâre quiet, Malloy. Whatâs up today? You know I believe you can accomplish anything.â
âLook at you, being a great boyfriend. Iâm cool. How was football practice today?â
âItâs good, just more intense with our first big game this weekend.â
âYouâll do fine, and Iâll be there with my folks, cheeringMikey on.â
âOh, so youâre just coming up to see Mike play?â he asked in an offended tone.
Playing with him, I said, âWell, you didnât invite me.â
âI thought that was understood. Of course Iâd want my girl there.â
Seriously, I said, âIâm not trying to come to this game and have all these other women come out of nowhere claiming youâre theirs. Been there, done that, Kade. Iâm not trying to put any pressure on you.â
âIâm a show-off. I like playing for an audience, and I especially like showing off if my girl is in the stands. Plus, I played that other game before with you and lost once. Not making that mistake again, baby. I just need you here. Besides, I want to see you after the game. The team will throw a big party. Weâll get a victory. Then youâll seeâIâm going to let the world know youâre mine.â
He was saying all the right things. Our relationship was under wraps, and I was trying to trust him. He said he trusted me as well, which made me glad he recognized he wasnât the only dude I could put on lockdown.
âOkay, so youâre quiet again. Whatâs going on with you, Malloy?â
âIâm just speechless. Youâre acting too right. And the Beta Gamma Pi rush is tonight. Iâm just debating whether or not I even need to show up.â
âSharon, hasnât been messing with you, has she?â he asked.
âActually, since school started I havenât seen her. Hayden,the chapter president, has been real cool. My mom certainly wants me to do it, but I donât know if it will be the right thing for me. I can do without this entire headache.I donât really have a feeling either way of which way to go.â
He urged, âSo go to the rush. You wonât know whatâs for you unless you try.â
âYou think?â
âYes, and if them girls get on your nerves, just leave and think of me. We can start our own greek organizationand call it Me Phi You.â
âYou are so silly,â I told him, really appreciating that he knew how to make me laugh.
Kade was right on: I wouldnât really know unless I went. As my cheerleader, he made me give him my word Iâd try.
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Nine nineteen PM appeared on the clock. I was outside the room where the Betas were preparing the rush. Iâd been there for twenty minutes. It was supposed to have started at nine on the dot. So much for that.
âNo, theyâre not on CP Time,â mumbled this dark girl