doctorâs appointment that morning Alfie and Emily died, for the crazy visions , because Eloise had forgiven Barney Croft.
How do you forgive the man who killed your family? What right do you have to forgive him? Amandahad shrieked , when Eloise shared her experience . Dr. Ben said that anger was healthy for Amanda, way better than the depression that comes from turning anger inward. But it certainly wasnât pleasantâthe screaming, the door slamming, the sudden hysterics. Eloiseâs nerves were frayed.
Sheâll work through it , Dr. Ben promised. Trust me, you would rather deal with this than the alternatives. Speaking of whichâhow are you doing?
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Detective Muldune knocked on her door at five to midnight. It was a loud, insistent knock that woke both Amanda and her instantly.
âWho is it?â Amanda whispered. She was still sleeping in Eloiseâs bed, a habit Eloise had no intention of trying to break right now.
âI have no idea,â she said. As Eloise climbed down the stairs, she saw the flashing lights in her driveway, Detective Muldune standing on her porch with his shield out. Eloise experienced a dump of fear. Oh, G od , she thought. I knew all sorts of things I shouldnât know. Maybe they think I had something to do with it?
âMrs. Montgomery, can you open the door? Detective Ray Muldune of The Hollows PD.â
She pulled it open, aware that Amanda, who was creeping down the stairs behind her, had come to sit on the middle step. Was Amanda going to have to witness Eloise being hauled off by the police?
âCan I help you?â she asked.
âI donât know,â he said. â Can you?â
The desperation was coming off of him in waves. She saw that he was alone; there were no other cars, just his empty prowler in the driveway, red lights silently spinning.
âWe canât find her,â he said. âWe have no leads. Her parents are beside themselves. Weâve had people out looking for nearly forty-eight hours. Time is running out.â
Eloise shook her head. She thought her job was finished; she didnât know what to say. Was she supposed to help him further?
âTrust me,â he said. âI wouldnât be here if I had anywhere else to go.â
âLet me get dressed,â she said. He offered a solemn nod and walked off her porch back to his car. She quietly closed the door and turned toward the stairs.
âYouâre going with him?â said Amanda. She wore this particular angry scowl when she looked at her mother now. She hates me , Eloise thought.
âI have to,â said Eloise moving past her.
âYou donât have to do anything,â she said nastily.
âI think I do,â said Eloise.
âYouâre going to leave me here? Itâs the middle of the night.â
âYou can come,â Eloise said.
âThe hell I will,â said her once sweet daughter. Amanda got to her feet and stormed up the stairs past Eloise. She slammed her door so hard that the china in the cabinet downstairs rattled, channeling Emily.
âThis is bullshit ,â her daughter screamed through the closed door. âYou. Are. Not. A. Psychic.â
A psychic? The word conjured women in flowing skirts and headscarves, crystal balls and fortune-telling cards. Is that what she was?
Eloise got dressed and tried to push open Amandaâs door. It was locked.
âAmanda,â she said. âI know youâre angry. Try to understand, okay?â
Nothing.
âI didnât ask for any of this,â she said. She rested her forehead on the door. âIâm justââ What? What was she doing? âIâm just trying to do the right thing.â
Nothing.
âI love you.â
Eloise waited.
âI love you, too,â Amanda said after a moment. That was something, at least. She didnât open the door, though. It had
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