they all came with me, hovering. Everybody, that is, except Stephanie.
When Nina let me stop skating, we went to a café in the indoor part of the pier. Stephanie came too.
We took a booth. I sat on the outside, next to BeeBee. Nina faced me, with Stephanie on the inside.
Nina said, âSoâis California worth leaving us for?â
âYou know I didnât want to go. At first, I was so homesick, I was constantly in tears. Every night, Iâd cry . . .â
How did she talk so fast and still manage to say each word? Why did she avoid looking at me? And then when she did look, why did she stare?
â. . . but now Momâs letting me take this course in psychic healing. I go twice a week after school, and when my friend Keisha sprained . . .â
Then I got it. Her blank stares were exactly the way everybody had looked at me after Ms. Hannah read the dog essay. Stephanie still saw the same Wilma everybody used to see.
But why?
They were all engrossed in Stephanieâs tales of the West Coast. I felt left out for the first time since Iâd gotten my wish.
So at a pause I jumped in. âHow come you talk so fast?â I knew I was attacking her, but I was mad that the spell wasnât working and she didnât like me.
âYeah,â Nina said. âYou havenât slowed down from the speed of light yet.â
âI thought they were so laid back in California,â BeeBee said.
âThey must think youâre an East Coast freak,â Nina said. âThe mile-a-minute mouth.â
Stephanie stared at us. Then she said, âLet me out.â Nina stood, and she slid out. âIâm sorry I everââ She was fighting to keep from crying. ââI couldnât wait to seeâI missed you so muââ She turned and ran.
I had gotten them to gang up on her. I felt like a total louse.
Nina stood up. âIâll go get her.â
âNo, Iâll go,â I said. âItâs my fault.â I wanted to tell her I was sorry.
âYeah,â BeeBee said. âYou go. Youâll make her feel better.â
I ran out of the café. âStephanie!â
She turned, and turned away again when she saw it was me.
I caught up to her. âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have said that.â
âYouâre right, but it doesnât matter.â
âIt does matter. It was mean. But Iâm really not trying to take BeeBee and Nina away from you.â
âThey-already-are-away-I-donât-live-here-anymore.â
âI know, but we can all be friends.â
âNo- we -canât.â She slowed down her blast of words. âBecause . . . I . . . donât . . . live . . . here . . . anymore. Am . . . I . . . speaking . . . slowly . . . enough . . . for . . . you?â
I nodded.
âMaybe youâre as incredible as they say, even if you jumped on me for no reason. But why do you care about me? Iâm leaving in a couple of days.â
I shrugged. âI donât, I guess.â This was true. I didnât want to be friends with Stephanie the way I wanted to be with Ardis, for example. âItâs just that at Claverford they allââ
âIâm not at Claverford.â
Oh.
Aaah. That was it. The old lady made me popular at Claverford. That was why Stephanie didnât like me. What a relief. The spell was still working. I was still popularâat Claverford. And Claverford was all I cared about. âIâm sorry I was mean. Canât you come back? Nina and BeeBee want you to.â
âWell, I donât want to.â She muttered something under her breath that sounded like a fast chant. I caught âforgiveâ and âloveâ and âlevel.â Then she said, âTell Neen and Beeb Iâll call them. Tell them Iâm not mad.â
I headed back to the café. I