Halsa looked back at the wizardsâ towers, she thought she saw Onion looking down at her, out of a high window. But that was ridiculous. It was only a bird.
The train was so crowded that some passengers gave up and went and sat on top of the cars. Vendors sold umbrellas to keep the sun off. Onionâs aunt had found two seats, and she and Onion sat with one twin on each lap. Two rich women sat across from them. You could tell they were rich because their shoes were green leather. They held filmy pink handkerchiefs like embroidered rose petals up to their rabbity noses. Bonti looked at them from under his eyelashes. Bonti was a terrible flirt.
Onion had never been on a train before. He could smell the furnace room of the train, rich with coal and magic. Passengers stumbled up and down the aisles, drinking and laughing as if they were at a festival. Men and women stood beside the train windows, sticking their heads in. They shouted messages. A woman leaning against the seats fell against Onion and Mik when someone shoved past her. âPardon, sweet,â she said, and smiled brilliantly. Her teeth were studded with gemstones. She was wearing at least four silk dresses, one on top of the other. A man across the aisle coughed wetly. There was a bandage wrapped around his throat, stained with red. Babies were crying.
âI hear theyâll reach Perfil in three days or less,â a man in the next row said.
âThe kingâs men wonât sack Perfil,â said his companion. âTheyâre coming to defend it.â
âThe king is mad,â the man said. âGod has told him all men are his enemies. He hasnât paid his army in two years. When they rebel, he just conscripts another army and sends them off to fight the first one. Weâre safer leaving.â
âOooh,â a woman said, somewhere behind Onion. âAt last weâre off. Isnât this fun! What a pleasant outing!â
Onion tried to think of the marshes of Perfil, of the wizards. But Halsa was suddenly there on the train, instead. You have to tell them, she said.
Tell them what? Onion asked her, although he knew. When the train was in the mountains, there would be an explosion. There would be soldiers, riding down at the train. No one would reach Qual. Nobody will believe me, he said.
You should tell them anyway, Halsa said.
Onionâs legs were falling asleep. He shifted Mik. Why do you care? he said. You hate everyone.
I donât! Halsa said. But she did. She hated her mother. Her mother had watched her husband die, and done nothing. Halsa had been screaming and her mother slapped her across the face. She hated the twins because they werenât like her, they didnât see things the way Halsa had to. Because they were little and they got tired and it had been so much work keeping them safe. Halsa had hated Onion, too, because he was like her. Because heâd been afraid of Halsa, and because the day heâd come to live with her family, sheâd known that one day she would be like him, alone and without a family. Magic was bad luck, people like Onion and Halsa were bad luck. The only person whoâd ever looked at Halsa and really seen her, really known her, had been Onionâs mother. Onionâs mother was kind and good and sheâd known she was going to die. Take care of my son, sheâd said to Halsaâs mother and father, but sheâd been looking at Halsa when she said it. But Onion would have to take care of himself. Halsa would make him.
Tell them, Halsa said. There was a fish jerking on her line. She ignored it . Tell them, tell them, tell them . She and Onion were in the marsh and on the train at the same time. Everything smelled like coal and salt and ferment. Onion ignored her the way she was ignoring the fish. He sat and dangled his feet in the water, even though he wasnât really there.
Halsa caught five fish. She cleaned them and wrapped them in leaves and
Dorothy Calimeris, Sondi Bruner