film had finished. And Rachelâs mood had cooled to the point where she didnât want to make love any moreâwhat was the point, when she clearly came so far down Oliverâs list of priorities?
He didnât reach for her in bed that night either. Which in some ways was just as well, because Sophie woke several times, each time feeling itchy and out of sorts and wanting comfort from her mother. Rachel felt like a zombie from lack of sleep the next morning, and her mood hadnât improved by Saturday evening, when Oliver appeared, freshly showered, wearing smart black trousers and a casual silk shirt.
âArenât you getting changed?â Oliver asked.
She stared at him. Changed? âWhy?â
âMy motherâs drinks party. Weâre supposed to be going, remember?â
Rachel shook her head. âI told you this morning, I rang her and explained that Sophie was ill and I canât leave her.â Surely he wasnât going to suggest that they should still ask Ginny to babysit, when Sophie was ill and miserable and wanting her parents? She bit back her irritation. âYou canstill go, if you want.â On his own. Leaving her to do all the nursing.
âI promised her weâd be there.â Oliver emphasised the âweâ. âShe called me to remind me this afternoon.â
Doing his usual power-play thing: making his son choose between his old family and his new one. Even after all these years Isabel hadnât quite forgiven Rachel for Oliver doing something against his familyâs wishesâas if Oliver wasnât a grown man, perfectly able to make his own decisions. âLook, Sophieâs ill and she wants me with her. Your mother understands that a babysitterâeven someone Sophie knows really well, like Ginnyâjust isnât an option.â Though Isabel had made it very clear she considered it a feeble excuse on Rachelâs part. No doubt that was why sheâd phoned Oliver, expecting him to pressure Rachel into going. Stupid, really, when Rachel didnât even fit in with the Bedingfieldsâ social set. She still had the wrong accent, even though her Geordie accent had softened over the years.
Hell. She was sleep-deprived and she really didnât feel like facing the Bedingfields tonight. The barbs she usually managed to ignore would go deep. Why couldnât Isabel just have accepted the situation? Why had she had to put that extra little bit of pressure on Oliverâpressure neither of them needed right now?
âMy motherâs relying on us to help,â Oliver said, his mouth thinning.
No. More like Nigelâs come up with one of his flimsy excuses for not being there, and she wants to boast about one of her sons, Rachel thought grimly. The one who can be relied on. The one she takes for granted. The one whoâs still good-natured enough to run around after her and not mind when she drops him like a hot potato the second that her precious Nigel makes an appearance. âSorry. Sophie comes first.â
Oliverâs eyes narrowed, as if he suspected she was beingcritical about him. Oh, for goodnessâ sake! It wasnât about him and his bloody family. It was about the fact that their daughter was ill and wanted at least one parent at home with her. âAnd I could do with an early night, to catch up on the sleep I missed last night.â When she, not Oliver, had comforted their daughter.
âOf course.â A muscle flickered in his jaw.
âGo and have a nice time,â Rachel said, giving him a placating smile. Bloody Isabel. She must have some kind of sixth sense, to know just when things werenât going that well between Oliver and Rachel and just where to bring the extra pressure to bear. Sometimes Rachel thought that Isabel would prefer the stigmaâin Isabelâs eyes, at leastâof having a divorced son to having a daughter-in-law with the wrong accent.
âRight. Well,
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