reconciliation.
Facing them immediately as they entered the restaurant was the painting John had commissioned. She liked the colours well enough but preferred almost any of the other pictures that now created a gallery of the walls. These, and the candlelit glasses and cutlery and flowers arranged by his mother were, thought Sally, what brought the room alive.
âItâs wonderful, John!â
Misinterpreting her meaning, John pulled a chair toward his painting. âYeah.â Climbing up, he draped a muslin cloth from the frame, replaced the chair in its perfectly aligned position and headed for the kitchen. But not before sheâd seen apprehension behind the shine of his eyes and she knew that withholding her news had been the right thing to do.
Leaving him to his kitchen she went to the bar, flicked the switch on the new hi-fi system and found Billy Bangâs
Sweet Space;
lazy Jazz was perfect. Leaning against the bar she let the music wash over her until, hearing the door open, she turned with a warm smile.
Diane spoke first. âSally.â
âDiane.â She turned the music down. âItâs been a while.â
âHasnât it.â
Separated by more than the room Sally longed for the old friendship. âI, er, youâ¦â
âOh God. This is so stupid!â It was Diane who came forward. âIâve missed you Sally, and lifeâs too short for this rubbish.â
âOh Diane! It is!â The women hugged and laughed. âIâve missed you. And wonderful things are happening â youâve started a business too?â
âYes! And Black and Emery are paying more than they used to too!â
âHa! I told them they would. Serves them right.â
Diane spluttered something about absurd insanity and held her friend at armâs length. âYou look amazing. You should wear red more often, that dress is gorgeous.â Grinning, she pushed forward her chest, âAnd it fits you perfectlyâ¦.â
Sally saw John approaching, carrying champagne. âA drink! Thereâre things to celebrate.â
His arm slid round her waist. âHey, you two! Itâs been too long!â He winked at Diane. âIf that dress is a bit on the tight side, itâs my fault; too much of a good thing!â
âNo!â Diane clapped her hands. âWeâre celebrating more than one new beginning! Wonderful! Congratulations. I thought you looked well Sally; you must be one of those lucky women that pregnancy â¦..â Sallyâs and then Johnâs expressions cut her words. âOh no! Iâm sorry. I think Iâve just put both my big feet in it.â
Sally recovered first and asking Diane to start filling champagne glasses she pulled John into the small dining room. Her legs trembled. âJohn, Iâ¦.â
âSally?â His words were low and precise. âTell me it isnât true.â
But her face told the truth and she saw disbelief become anger then rage, rising and filling him so that she stepped back against the wall, fearful of something sheâd never seen in him before.
âNo!â The single word, mouthed rather than spoken, hung before her as he turned, moved, almost ran.
Pain jolted as the door rammed her shoulder and she slumped, her legs folding, so that she crouched against the wall, trembling.
Moments later Diane was there. âSal?â she whispered. âAre you ok? Can I do anything?â She, too, crouched. âHe didnât know, did he? Iâm sorry. I thought you didnât want children but you looked so happy when you said you had things to celebrate and when John said youâd put on weight and it was his fault I thought⦠Iâm so sorry.â
Her shoulder burned and she cupped it gently. âI didnât think heâd noticed myâ¦â Holding out a hand she smiled weakly. âHelp me up? Itâs not your fault, Diane. I was saying
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