leaning toward me. âThis doctor was corrupt, he was a drug dealer in disguise. So why didnât you report it to the authorities?â
I look out the window. The sky is the color of paste. I feel sick.
âCâmon, Cecelia.â
My whole first name. I must be in trouble.
âPlease, donât clam up on me now,â she urges. âItâs obvious this doctor is the real villain hereâhe was prescribingheavy narcotics to patients who didnât require them. I need to know everything there is to know about him. He is your ticket to freedom.â
I want to tell her that the tickets are sold out, that the trainâs already left.
Instead, I say, âI donât know if youâll have any luck finding himâIâve heard heâs moved.â
Abruptly, Jennifer gathers up her things.
âWell, then Iâm going to go track down this doctor.â She reaches out to squeeze my arm. âOnce I get his statement, weâll have a lot more to work with.â
Her smile is triumphant; I almost canât bear to spoil her sense of achievement.
âLook, you donât understand. When I say he moved, I mean moved out of the countryâ like to the Dominican or something.â I shrug. âI guess thatâs what you can expect from someone with a dead patient and a couple million dollars.â
Jennifer narrows her eyes, then shakes her head.
âWell, that just means Iâll have to search a little harder, thatâs all. Itâs my job, CeCe. Iâm here to help you.â
I sigh at that. âOkayâI just figured you should know.â
In the end, sheâll realize what I already knowâthat no matter what Dr. Frank prescribed my brother, thereâs only one person responsible for Cyrusâs death. That, and the only place Iâm moving to is a jail cell.
âToday I want to talk about your support system.â
Dr. Barnes is running group today. I guess he got tired ofhearing us complain about Cam. Either that or he realized that Cam is a snotty bitch who likes to hear herself talk.
Aaron snorts. âWhat support system?â Barnes gives him a patronizing smile.
âFamily. Friends. This group. Your individual therapists. Anyone you think helps you out or has âgot your backâ or wants you to succeed.â
âCount me out, Doc.â Aaron rubs his nose. âI got nothing and no one but me.â
âSo you think we just want you to curl up in a ball and die?â Lola, a tall, willowy blonde asks. Everything about Lola is miraculously longâher hair, her legs, the vowels in her words.
Aaron looks her up and down, then shrugs. âIâm just sayinââI mean, I can get better or I can get worse. In the end, you donât give a shit what happens to me as long as it donât change what happens to you .â
âWhat about you, Tucker?â Barnes asks, attempting to redirect. âWhoâs in your support network?â
Tucker is across the circle from me. Heâs wearing a dark green sweater. Today his eyes kind of look like tree barkârough and layered, in multiple shades of brown.
âMy parents are all right,â he is saying. âThey hung in there with me. Honestly, they probably should have turned their backs on me a long time ago. It means a lot that theyâre still supportive.â
âYeah, if you stole that kind of money from me, Iâd kick your assâfamily or no family,â Aaron pipes up.
Barnes gives him a look. âAny sisters or brothers?â he asks Tucker. He nods.
âSister.â
âOlder or younger?â
âOlder. She lives out of state.â
âAre you close with her?â
Tuckerâs dark hair falls in waves across his forehead and around his ears, listing forward and back. He seems like heâs thinking. Finally he shrugs.
âI was. There was a time when she was my best