though â how could we have told you? You wouldnât have believed it until you saw what was happening to you. And, even if we had told you, what would you have done with the knowledge? There was a good chance you would be a regular human, so we wanted to give you the opportunity to have a normal childhood, without the burden of anticipation.
âSweetheart,â she adds, âyou know you can choose not to be a genie. If you donât find a master by the time youâre eighteen, youâll lose all of your powers and youâll revert back to how you were yesterday.â
âIs that what you wish, Mamère?â I ask, a bit stunned.
âWe both support you, no matter what you do,â Papa says, giving her a glance. âWe love you. Youâre our family. All of our family. And nothing could ever change that. Right?â
âOf course,â Mamère adds. âI⦠only want her to understand all of her options.â
âFine,â I say, and stalk off into the kitchen. I need more time to think this all through. My grandmother follows me in. Sometimes I wish she would leave me alone, but I donât dare say it out loud.
âSo how are you coping with the, uh, physical changes youâre experiencing?â
âItâs fine, Mamère. Well, not really.â I take a swig from the glass of water Iâd refilled, and look down at her slippered feet. âItâs weird. I feel different, and everybodyâs staring at me, which is kind of good, but not. And swim team practice was⦠awkward.â I donât usually talk about girl stuff with my grandmother, so I feel strange discussing it.
She seems uncomfortable, too, and gives me a quick hug, saying, âIâm sure. Itâs a big change, sweetie. Most girls develop gradually. To have a new body in an instantâ¦â She lets the thought trail off, shaking her head.
âYeah, well, Iâll have to keep adjusting, I guess,â I tie up the conversation. âWell, Iâve got to shower, and I, uh, have homework, so Iâm going upstairs. Gânight.â She pats me on the shoulder as I leave.
I poke my head back into the family room. âGânight, Papa.â
âSweet dreams, sweet girl. I love you,â he says. Papa still acts like Iâm seven, not seventeen, but itâs okay, most of the time.
âLove you too.â I take the stairs by twos as I run up to my room.
Chapter Five
If a man could have half of his wishes, he would double his troubles. â Benjamin Franklin
Settling onto my bed, I think more about what happened today. So much attention, and a date â okay, a study date â with Pete Dillon this Saturday! Itâs kind of unbelievable. He has always been so out of my league, thereâs no way he ever would have paid me any attention before my transformation. But on my dream boyfriend checklist, heâs got it all: taller than me, smart, athletic, and oh-so-hot. I shiver with excitement, and a little bit of nerves, anticipating seeing him on Saturday. Other than my short, almost accidental relationship with Luke, I have been pretty much left behind in the romance department.
Itâs funny; a month ago my biggest wish might have been to have a curvier body. Iâm sure there are worse nicknames than Bean Pole, but I have gotten pretty sick of hearing it. But now that itâs happened, I have mixed feelings â mostly good â but itâs still weird. More than one guy today talked to my chest. In fact, this one dude annoyed me so much I said out loud, âI wish you would look into my eyes.â Of course, then he stared at me, without blinking, for the rest of the conversation.
I want to read my motherâs diary, and I dig through the clutter under my bed to try to retrieve it. Even if it hasnât told me as much as Iâd like, itâs one of the few things left connecting me to my mom and her