Billy. âThatâs more your kind of stunt.â
âYou watch your own mouth,â said George, his voice unsteady. âI canât have you going around saying things like that. Itâs time I put you in your place.â
Billy was about to tell him not to be so stupid, but George punched him, his fist landing squarely on Billyâs jaw. The iron taste of blood filled Billyâs mouth and his head rang like a bell.But he got his fists up and managed to block the next few blows. George was swinging like a madman, screaming in rage.
Billy gave ground slowly, still blocking Georgeâs punches. Here he was on the back foot again, but hadnât that been the way of it since he and George had met? Billy had offered friendship and had it thrown back in his face, and now something snapped inside him.
He brushed aside another wild swing and hit out himself. His knuckles connected with Georgeâs cheekbone and the older boy reeled backwards, shocked by Billyâs onslaught. Billy drove his left fist hard into Georgeâs stomach and George fell to the deck like a sack of potatoes. He clutched his gut, curled up tight against a bulkhead and started sobbing.
âI canât swim,â George whimpered. âI canât even swim.â
Billy lost any remaining patience he might have had. He grabbed Georgeâs collar and dragged him to his feet. âYouâll freeze to death in the water long before you drown, you idiot,â he hissed, leaning in close. âAnd I donât care howscared you are, or how much you hate me. A little girl is going to die if I donât find her. You help me, or Iâll send you straight to hell myself.â
âBut what can we do?â said George, his face pale and desperate. âWeâre going to die! One of the seamen told me thereâs not enough room in the lifeboats. People like you and me will be at the back of the queue.â
âMaybe so,â said Billy, his anger draining away. He remembered what Mr McElroy had said about George being a decent chap under all his bluster, and now he could see that George was just a scared boy, like Billy himself â the only difference being that George obviously couldnât handle his fear.
âMaybe
we
are going to die,â Billy went on. âBut at least we can try to save somebody else, a little girl. Or do you just want to stay here feeling sorry for yourself?â
George rubbed the tears from his eyes once more and took another deep breath, his whole body shuddering. He breathed out, and it was like a balloon deflating, any remaining bluster seeping away. âNo, I donât,â he said quietly.
âWell, get a grip on yourself,â said Billy. âWe donât have a moment to lose.â
* * *
There was no one in Anyaâs cabin or in the third-class area when they arrived. The space that had been so full of life before was empty, luggage, clothes and papers strewn where fleeing passengers had discarded them.
The deck seemed even more tilted here than elsewhere, perhaps because they could see more of it, thought Billy. Half a dozen bottles had rolled down and were clanking against a steel bulkhead.
âSearch everywhere,â Billy told George. âUnder the bunks, in the chestsâ¦â
He hadnât realised just how big the third class accommodation was. When it had been full, the men, women and children had been packed in like sardines. Now Billy called Anyaâs name and his voice echoed back to him.
The two boys tore through the entire space. They checked the cubicles in the sharedwashrooms, and looked in every corner, every nook and cranny.
âSheâs not here,â George said finally.
âShe must be up in first class,â said Billy.
âFirst class? But sheâs not allowedâ¦â
âDoesnât matter now, does it? Come on.â
They ran as fast as they could through the ship. Several times they