you donât know where he lives?â the manager was saying.
I didnât want any bother here. I didnât want someone doing anything like phoning the law. I didnât think I had it in me to keep getting away from them.
âI came here a few weeks ago,â I said. âOne morning. He told me his wife was expecting so I thought Iâd go see her, say hello.â
The manager wasnât buying it. He was one of those types.
âThatâs right,â the short bird said. âSheâs got another coming.â
âWonder who the father is,â the taller one said.
âWhy canât you phone him up?â the manager said to me.
âI did. He didnât answer. I have to go away, so I thought Iâd better do it now, in case she goes into hospital.â
He was a stocky man with thick black hair and a moustache with flour on it. He wiped his hands on his apron. They had thick black hair on them too, and flour.
âWell â¦â he said, still wiping his hands. âIâll call him, see if itâs alright.â
âI told you, heâs not answering.â
The manager called him anyway. He pocketed his phone.
âNo answer,â he said. âSorry, mate.â
The short girl looked up again then.
âI remember you,â she said. âYeah. Benny went out back and had a fag and when he come back he was ⦠well, he looked a bit off, bit green around the gills.â
âI had some bad news,â I told the girl.
âWell â¦â the manager said again.
A few more punters had come in by then, mostly women. They eyed me up and moved past me with as much space between us as possible. The girls were hard at it now. It was lunchtime and probably their busiest period. The manager noticed the trade building up.
He went behind the counter and tore off a piece of the paper they were using to wrap stuff in. He scribbled an address and handed it to me. I donât think he cared any more about Greenâs privacy, he just wanted me out of his shop.
Greenâs place was a terraced house, just off Roman Road. It was a new-build place, one of those ones where the back garden is the size of the living room and the walls are made of cardboard. I knocked. I heard some kid shout, âDad.â There was some running about and then nothing. I knocked again and heard a woman cry out.
âBenny. Answer the fucking door.â
There were heavy footsteps and finally the door opened and Green was standing looking at my stomach. He tilted his head.
âJoe,â he said. âThe fuck you doing here?â
âI wanted to talk to you.â
âWho is it?â the woman called out.
âMate of mine.â
âWell, get rid of him.â
Green sighed.
âSheâs pregnant,â he said. âI told you that, right? Hormones all over the place. Letâs get outta here.â He pulled the door shut behind him. âSheâs driving me fucking nuts. Hormones. Fuck. I think she uses that as an excuse.â
He started walking up the road before he remembered me. Then he stopped and turned.
âI ainât eaten yet. Fancy some grub? Thereâs a curry house nearby.â
So we went up the street, towards the Roman Square market.
We passed a lot of boarded-up shops, pawn-brokers, pound shops. Teenagers were hanging around here and there, eyeing us up.
âNot much work for âem,â Green said. âThere was up till 2012 and for a bit after. The Olympic stadiumâs near here. Everyone thought it was the start of a whatsit, rejuvenation. Now, though â¦â He shrugged. âFine for some, but for the rest of us ⦠The moneyâs gone and all them government tossers and big businesses are back to not giving a shit.â
He took me to a small Indian place. There was a sign outside, dirty black writing on a dirty yellow background. âThe Moghulâ, the sign read.
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