expression in her friendâs eyes turned the tiniest bit wicked. âSo you havenât done it yet?â
âNo. Not quite the right time in my cycle.â
âAnd Iâm going to be Auntie Avery?â
âWith a little luck.â
âAnd sex.â Her expression turned serious. âThis is me and Iâm there for you. Whatever you need. Count on it.â
âI have no doubt about that.â Ryleigh knew there was more. âBut?â
âI saw what you went through when you and Nick fell apart. I held you when you cried. What kind of friend would I be if I didnât help you look at this whole thing from every angle?â
âJust spit it out,â Ryleigh said.
âOkay. I have to ask. Do you really think you can go through with this and come out unscathed?â
âBy âthis,â Iâm assuming you mean sex without complications.â When her friend nodded she said, âMen do it all the time.â
âIf God wanted women to be like men, Heâd have given us the same equipment. If you have sex with Nick, Iâmpretty sure there will be feelings involved. On your part, anyway. I just donât want you to get hurt again.â
âI wonât.â
âFamous last words.â
âDonât you see, Avery? From the time I was a little girl, Iâve wanted to be a mother. I want it more than I can put into words and itâs this close.â She held up her thumb and index fingers, a fraction of an inch apart. âPlease donât rain on my parade.â
âThatâs the last thing Iâd do.â Avery finished the wine in her glass and set it on the table. She slid closer and leaned in for a hug before saying, âI love the idea of you having a baby, getting what you want. And Iâm serious about having aunt status. I just want to make sure you know what youâre doing with Nick.â
âI appreciate that and if it were you, Iâd feel the same way.â Her friendâs eyes darkened for a moment, and she quickly added, âDonât worry. Iâve thought this through.â Ryleigh met the other womanâs gaze. âIâve been there, done that. Now Iâm over him. Nick canât hurt me, which makes him the perfect guy.â
And by her calculations, the perfect time in her cycle was tomorrow.
Chapter Four
T oday was Monday.
Nick got out of the shower and dried himself off, then tied the towel around his waist while he shavedâa habit left over from when he was married.
Normally Monday was his least favorite day, as it was for most people. But his schedule wasnât like most peopleâs and he often saw patients seven days a week, blurring them all together.
Except Monday.
Thatâs when the paperwork, billing and loose ends from a busy weekend had to be managed and cleaned up. Between seeing sick kids in his office and the ones admitted to the hospital, the hours from nine to five were all spoken for. That left the evening to sort out everything else.
At least this Monday would start out better than most. If the smell of coffee drifting to him was anything to go by, Ryleigh was in the kitchen. Heâd missed her last nightwhen sheâd gone to see Avery. Stupid to miss her. Heâd pushed the feeling away after she moved to the East Coast. Why would it get through now when she was back? But questioning the why of it didnât make the reality any less true.
Sheâd been living with himâcorrection: sheâd been living under his roofâfor two days, and one evening without her had felt lonelier than any he could remember since the divorce. In hindsight, asking her to move in was probably a bonehead move, but there was no way to undo it without looking like a complete ass. He wasnât willing to go there.
He combed his hair, spritzed cologne on his bare chest, then dressed in jeans and a cotton shirt. It was his belief that a suit and tie